Friday, December 21, 2007,
i havE nO idea y i am still awake... cant sEem tO fall asleep...
bEen thinking alot while listening to my blOg song... gEtting abit emO... but still sOber...
i cant help it but to trust ppl i nOe easily and suspect ppl that are close to mE rather than giving them equal or mOre trust...
maybE i lack of security... afraid of letting ppl close tO mE tO pry open my innEr self and expose my vulnerability...
glass ceiling is somEthing i cant help myself but tO implement tO thE people around mE... unknowingly dOing it is a excuse... dOing it safeguard myself is the reason...
haix... i dunnO... juz emO nOw... :(
Labels: emo-haox? haha
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