Take Me Up On The Wheel.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007,

got a new SIM...

suppose to be happy...

coz now i can talk wif my frenz...

even though the phone is nt tat gd...

its still a phonE... a way of saying "i caRe"... thx mom~!


maybe u tried a way to show u caRe...

but the way is juz too wrong... and its hurtful...

maybe to u its okie... to mi is nt...

from the very start all the bills and hp related stuffs i paid...

using my salary, my money i earn... only recently ur pocket money

doesnt mean u can shout @ mi...

and demand i show u my bills...

even though u are my DAD!


haix... sorry for all those grumbling... cant stand ppl who thinks they are always rite and the world owe them a living (even though i sometimes do behave tat way... opps =x)


tml last paper le... but no one jio mi out leh...
guess...
will juz after paper, go homE...
and slack?



~i be the ear... and u be the ear-piece
then i can be the onE to listen to ur feelings...~

9:32 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007,

SAD DAY!!!


I LOST MY HP!!!



haix... was kinda sick yesterday... so me and my bro took a cab to airport to fetch my parents and have dinner together... WRONG CHOICE! coz i was so so blur, and stone... then juz left my hp in the cab!... haix...


now all my contacts are GONE! every single one of them... haix...

5:42 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007,

hmmmm... in sch now... hahaz


a post be4 the eve of CNY and CNY... like to wish everyonE reading tis a HAPPY CNY =D
haix... after CNY is my exam le... so dont think will blog tat much... hehez... before exam and after CNY is my CHINGAY event... hehez...very very excited bout it... coz i am participating in it... suppose to have pay.. but in the end its volunteer... but still... its fun!


hahaz


tats all for now =D bb

2:00 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007,

You Are A: Kitten!

kitty catCute as can be, kittens are playful, mischevious, and ever-curious. Like you, kittens hate getting wet. Kittens are often loving, but are known to scratch or bite when annoyed. These adorable animals are the most popular pets in the United States--37% of American households have at least one cat. Whether it is your gentle purr or your disarming appearance, you make a wonderful kitten.

You were almost a: Bear Cub or a Groundhog
You are least like a: Duckling or a FrogWhat Cute Animal Are You?



You Are 76% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right.
You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous.
When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.
How Intuitive Are You?



You Are 60% Shy

Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.
Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.
How Shy Are You?



Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?



You Are 62% Borderline

Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality.
It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book.
Do You Have a Borderline Personality?


You Are 62% Borderline

Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality.
It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book.
Do You Have a Borderline Personality?



Your Life is 53% Perfect

Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great.
You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize.
How Perfect is Your Life?



You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind
Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?



How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?



You Are Mint Green

Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well.
Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations.
You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life.
Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!
What Color Green Are You?



You Are a Pegasus

You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty.
You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste.
While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills.
People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you.
What Mythological Creature Are You?



You Are 80% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.
Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!
How Pure Are You?



You Are 68% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You definitely have a chance of being a paranoid schizophrenic.
Crazy or not, you certainly don't have a good grip on reality!
Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?


You Are 76% Impulsive

You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility.
It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.
But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!
Are You Impulsive?



You Are 68% Slacker

You are pretty much a slacker. Sure you may have a job or car, but only through luck and charm.
So stop slacking! (And stop turning your underwear inside out instead of washing it!)
Are You a Slacker?



You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.
What Kind of Flirt Are You?



You Are 68% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.
Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!
Are You A Gentleman?



Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ
What's Your Love Type?

12:18 PM


thE lyrics seem to fit my feeling so nicely... haix

Little Superhero Girl (boi) - Corrinne May

I feel like a little girl (boi)
Trying to conquer the whole wild world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to run
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore
And imagine how i'll make the world a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

If I were a little girl (boi)
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

Little Superhero Girl (boi)
Little Superhero Girl (boi)
Save me
Little Superhero Girl (boi)
Little Superhero Girl (boi)
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl (boi)
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

11:40 AM


weEeee... feeling so much better after whole week of torture...
now my sexy voice is almost gone... kinda miss it... =X... lol!!!(hope it doesnt come back!!!) hehez... my family doc is always so gd... only 2 days of medic then can improve so so much!


haix... now i got so much to do... dunno which shld come first... how i wish i could sacrifice one of the stuffs... and juz dump them away FOREVER! but... all are my precious work... dont feel like dumping even the smallest onE... arG!!! where is the cloning machine? or the timE machine(able to stop time)....


but come to think of it... the usual question will pop out...
"who to blamE?"
myself lor!!! haix

slacky mi will always have bad ending...
trying to be less slacky...
but its my nature!!! cant change leh!!! =P

CHEERS!

11:10 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007,

nice song... makes mi think of my sec days... missing all the frenz i lost contact or long timE no contact le... sniff!

我还记得 - 梁静茹
十年后的今天遇见你
年少轻狂已远去
成熟稳重也保持距离
沉默里千言万语
时光回到那年夏天
公车站前你笑容满面
拍拍我的头说你好吗
一句问候填满青春
别人的话都听不见
岁月凝结在你的视线
我还记得那年倾盆大雨
狼狈奔跑穿越几条街
握紧的双手为爱的不顾一切
我还记得那年你的声音
耳边回荡那一句誓言
你吻我的脸都是我心中
收藏一生的快乐
渐渐我们都有新朋友
多久不再并肩走
忙忙碌碌看人生匆匆
忘记了年轻的梦
好想回到那年夏天
教室门前你笑容满面
拍拍我的头说你别哭
考坏一次不是末日
未来还有很长的路
我们要一起去看世界
我还记得那年晴空万里
那一道飞机云的弧线
蜿蜒着思念
写下故事的总结
我还记得那年你的年轻
刻在从前最美的时间
在我生命里
你不曾告别
不曾走远
与你重逢前一个夜晚
往事在梦中上演
终要去体验
真实人生的残缺

3:52 PM


in sch slacking~!!!!

wahahaz... 9-10 we got a lab test...
then 2-3 a tutorial!!!

4 HOUR BREAK LEH! JUZ FOR ANOTHER 1HOUR LESSON!!!


haix... so sianz... its such a bad morning today... nth is going ritE and everything is going so wrong...

arG! there goes my $10 tat i saved so long for... arG!!!


nice nice song...
by singaporean singer namE kevin

What Would You

I would close my eyes
And pretend that we're alright
And thinking that we're still together

I would try to free
From the battles all inside me
When every wrong seems so right

Are we better off as friends
I don't think we understand
Words that cut so deep left on the way

What would you say to me
If we have never met before
What would you say to me
If I still feel the way I do
What would you say to me
When every night I dream of you
I guess it's true
What my heart can't do

I would sing a song
If that's what you hope to hear
A melody is but a minor

All the nights above
Sharing each other
Chasing cars in a cycle


11:01 AM

Sunday, February 04, 2007,

haix... todays a

sad...
NO!

sad sad...
NO!

sad sad sad day...


isit? hai hao bahx... juz typing the above to satisfiy someone lor! hahaz... say i emo...
where got!!!
ok ok...
maybe a little...
=P but tats me wat... wahahahaz
juz jking la... dont take it too seriously har...


so fun day... early morning went down to chinatown...
nt to do CNY shopping... but to do fund raising...
maybe coz i sore throat... got lots of donation... =P


after tat went to eat and go window shopping wif my frenz =D


my sore throat getting worse and worse... ... .. .. .. . . .
losing wats left of my voice very soon... its CNY!!! all those goodies? arG!!!
hope to recover fast fast by then...

8:12 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007,

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


if u truly love someone... wat will ur answer be? a simply yes?

if u really like something... will u go all the way to fight for it?

if u had a choice... would u see the flaw of the thing u treasure the most?

hmmm maybe bahx...

some stuffs are juz easlier said then done...



so sianz.. slack @ home... the whole of today... later going to my debate coach house to wish him happy bd... then go home rest... coz... tml i got a fund raising event to attend... hahaz... so happy!!!

wif so much work w8ing for mi to do... all i can simply do is slack... and of course
listen to my orchest music... simply love them! =D

2:59 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007,

weEeee... hoping to paint a rainbow...


could i do it? i hope so... =D


finally change my skin le... dont think will have any future changes to it... until...
i dunno... see how happy am i wif the skin lor... seem fun! =P


haix... chinese new year is round the corner... and my room is nt PAINTED!!! and all the stuffs is still stuck in my room... need to find time to clear tat pile of stuffs le... =D
Chinese New Year... really hope tat tis year de celebration wont degrade like wat happen to last year during christmas...
looking forward to, of course getting red packets... (my $$$ flow is tight tight le lor) and nt forgetting meeting wif cousins... (cant believe i actually miss seeing my cousin... ~.~)


anyway... really hope to get the exam over and done wif... which is like... 2 days after chinese new year celebration... got no comments bout tat... LOL! wat even if i did... is there going to be a different? lol!


anyway... wif all these random spamming... i almost forget to say... I AM THE LEADER FOR A TEAM OF TRAFFIC CONTROL MANAGEMENT FOR CHINGAY EVENT 2007! cool rite? lol!
even though i dont think the team will have lots of ppl... since there is LOTS of team... but... hey!!! better then dont have wat... wahahahaz... =D


lately lots of stuffs been going throught my mind... happy, sad, exciting, boring, proud, disgraceful stuffs... u name it, i think of it... lol! to come to think of it...

am i really think wat i am...
am i really tat philosophical,
tat mature,
tat realistic as i think i was? lol!
living in my own world?
maybe?
interacting wif ppl?
dont think so...



maybe i am juz like wat the pic means...
kong, which means... nth...
nth more then a shell...

1:39 PM


haix... my panadol effect is wearing off... feeling very very very sick now...
ARG!!! but no matter wat... even if i die tml... need to post tis entry... coz its damn impt (@ least to mi )


i like to thx you to both of u for being there for me... even when i had the intention to console urall... as the problem on urall de side seem more impt and critical... but... in the end... i got console instead...

hmmm... so i suppose my best frenz no. has juz rise to 3? lol! didnt really think tat i would actually releases my bottled up feeling and say every every thing (ok maybe nt at the moment) juz like tat... *snap the finger*

yup! really thx for being there... even i noe as time goes by... friendship will slowly fade away... be it u or mi walking @ the different direction... the time tat we walk together has been interesting and i really really cherish it and do hope tat it can last forever? wahahahaz...
so selfish? hai hao bahx!

okok... really really cannot take it anymore le... need to bath and have a gd rest... hmmm tml still going sch? see how lor... haix... really really really sick... aRG!!!

oh... and THANK YOU~!!!

12:40 AM