hmmmmmm.. maybE its monday blues, maybe is mOrnin sickness... maybE? i dunno... fEeling sO emo nOw... sO decided to blOg =P


its anOther 9 days? to national day... and nO onE jiO mE oUt tat day... hahaz... guess its gOnna bE a stay homE holiday liao har? haix... dunnO y... its sO cOol... even juz fOr tat 10min? to stand/sit beside somEone and watch the firewOrks... be it frenz or wat not... its amazing hOw much fEeling it gives to onE...


onE bd party has gOne... and another is cOming tis sat... hahaz... pOcket is burning up... still... i guess its kinda wOrth it... cOz it brings frenz closer and help to destress? lol!


arG~! cant find the pics tat i tOok during last yr fireworks... tat timE was travelling in the car when my dad juz stop the car and we went down to takE pics of the fireworks... =x


no matter wat... pic is juz a fOrm of communication... the image wil be fOrever instill in my mind =D

Labels: emo-haox? haha

befOre i leave today... juz decided to post a sOng... its a chinese sonG... very meaningful lyrics... kinda sad sonG... but...


hahaz


its my blOg song... takE timE to listen to it? its a old song... hehez... its sung by a campus superstar too... hehe...


歌曲：叶子 歌手：阿桑
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

i was planning when i am gOing to start my studies fOr exam... when i realise its less then 3 wEeks... (juz mE cOz i havE "term test" for two papers in placE of exam)


haha... mOtivation to mOve on?
different ppl havE different mOtivation...
wats minE?
still searching...
fOr the RIGHT onE...
hehez... dun gEt mE wrong... its MOTIVATION! =D


its kinda hard... sacrificing onE stuffs over the other...
bUt hEy~!!! fOr nOw exam still comE first...


parents gOing KL over the wEek end =D bUt i am stuck in S'pOre studying?
NOT FAIR!
hahaz... bUt in lifE... wats fair?


weEeee... my hP. bills drOp frm $70+ to $61 wahahahaz... trying to cut dOwn further... $10 extra tis month =D


juz realise my life is nOw revolving about... test, quiz, debates quiz, debates, DRP, projects, chinese orchestra(nt tat much) and mOre tutorials and lectures...

i need to want to gO out!


my hEart? hahaz



isit? am i really likE tat? hahaz

wahahahaz...


i am sOrry tat i am kinda busy these days okiE =P... its nt likE i could help it... hehez... sO... to my frenz whos reading tis... especially u... ya! dun lOok arOund k? its YOU! i will try to gO out k? wahahahahaz (i dO realise hOw many u i refering to... dO I? hehe)



dun ask mE gO k-box theses fEw days...(shld bE finE after 3 days =x hahaz) cOz i gOt kinda emO over tis song... tis particular sOng suppose to bE one of my frenz emO song, sO suay? tat i listen to it when i am kinda sad... then realise the meaning of the lyrics...
to sum up the un-understand-able frm abOve... i am NOW EMO HAO! lol...


anyway... thE phOtos are nt photoshOp in anyway okiE! its all camera effect... thE only phOtoshop i did was to resize it! well tat sums up the emO mE! =D

secret mission, mission code 1684 is finally complete...

finally product, scroll down later to see lOr...


hehez... been a finE day... hahaz... suddenly fEel so secondary sch bOi these days... lol!!!


hmmmm....

juz another thOught of minE.... hahaz... tis sem of my sch seem to bE so lifeless... hahaz... i used to able to gO out till late nite and mug @ the samE time... but now juz mugging alOne is already giving a headache... y haR? hahaz... trying tO find my old self back... comE back bahx!!
(gOing nuts... lol!)


am i trying to be sOmeone who i am nt? or am i trying too hard?
y am i trying? hahaz...


juz sOme thoughts tat leaves mi hanging oncEs a while... why am i dOing all tis?


seriously... i nEed wOrk... as in part-timE wOrk... helps mi to gEt ride of thesE stupids thOughts...


wEll... realise lately tat i been missing oUt on alOt of frenz... i nOe its really bad of mi bUt i really am trying to pack in as many ppl as i can pack nOw (aka meEt up fOr coffee/tea/shop)...


well here is the result of 1684 (mission code)

arG!!


i miss 20.07.2007 entry by another minutE... juz when i thought i could blOg on a special date after i missed 07.07.07...


hah... todays a fun day! after sch... is secret mission, mission code 1684... hahaz... been a fun day... cant w8 for end results =P

sch fun tOo... i guess...


haha... finally a colOured pic hur? dun complain le... wahahahaz

hahaz... went for a haircut @ pro trim... as usual... it wasnt really tat of a disappointment... juz tat the aunty style till likE gal... haix... thx gOd the stylist help mi tidy a bit... hahaz...

do i lOok bettEr in shOrt hair? hehez...

sO fast another wEek juz pass le!!!

another lovely, sOur piece of clip...

another self-centered post wif nth except mi... read if u want =D

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finally a busy wEek has comE to an end. . . fOr now. . .

hahaz...

basically, with projects and events after sch everyday...
Monday - AS-AGM + wEek O retreat
Tuesday - Poly fOrum meetinG @ TCC
Wednesday - TP debating
Thursday - Chinese Orchestra + LTC meeting
Friday - TP debating
Saturday - LTC camp @ ubin
Sunday - LTC camp @ ubin...

i am basically wOrn Out~!... lol!
am i an bad faciliatOr? maybE? hahaz... hOpe urall dun minD~! =D


but nOw... its slacking timE. . . with nth on =P
hahaz... kinda miss my busy schedule.. =x
sounds kinda sick... but dun likE to waste my timE too... =D


hmmmmmm... still w8ing fOr pics... hahaz... so no pics for tis pOst...

hehez...


was browsing www.youtube.com when i saw tis very nice video, clip...
admirE whOever did it. . . was sO nice and swEet... hahaz... hOw comE no onE did fOr mi... eh? LOL~! dun want anyonE tooo... hehez


let urall swEet fOr a moment bahx =P

wanted to post this on 070707... howevEr... i ovErslept =X


hahaz...


hmmm although my 070707 isnt really a interesting day, still... there is somE thoughts i would likE to jot down beforE i fOrget... =P


okiE... basically, i had a consultation, counseling session @ hawker centre... i mean... how cOol can it gEt?


hmmmmm... the talk is bOut cOmpanionship... wasnt really an issue when a person is yOung... howevEr it will changE from a want to a neEd? how truE is tat? hahaz...


ppl doEs changE... fOr a matter... i admit tat i changE alot within a shOrt span of my life... bUt doEs it mean i am no lOnger mi? hahaz... ppl comE and gO... dun try to retain thEm, try retain the memOry spend tOgether bahx =P


its gEtting mentally exhausting... although physically i am okiE. . . but mentally i dunno hOw long i can takE it...


hahaz... if u arE thinking whether i am okiE? i am =D if i am nt okiE... i wont be typing tis entry le...


guess i owE an apology, to a few person... sOrry tat i havE nt bEen kEeping up wif the deadlines and causing alot of inconvenience to urall... i will try nt to lEt it happen again... >.<

busy busy wEek ahead... i dun think will blOg fOr the next few days... will try to update again when i havE the extra timE =P

p.s. i didnt mean fOr tis entry to be so self-centered... but wats a blog if i am nt personal?

hmmmmm.... paiseh fOr nt pOsting fOr a very very long timE. . .


kinda busy. . . projects, debates, chinese orchestra, poly forum, u namE it u gOt it. . .


fEel kinda bad. . . cOz i am neglecting sOme programs since i cant spilt myself intO parts. . . and neglecting somE of my frenz too =x


okiE. . . likE to say thX~! to vinz, satori, J and K for buying mi stuffs frm hK~! wahahaha i actually as surprisE when urall bought it, cOz i was jOking when i say muz buy stuffs for mi =x didnt expected it. . . still. . . thX alOt~!


jO and chelle! lOok oUt for sms onE of thesE days... i send u the url =D

hahaz... SY!!! still w8ing for the pics frm C and S bd. . . wahahahahz. . . even i nOe u cant onlinE now. . . juz typing tis to ji siao u. . . LOL!


yesterday i kinda stumble into somE dark secret. . . LOL! i was surprise to hear tat. . . hahaz. . . still. . . its likE tat. . . .


wat i really wish nOw is somEone bringing mi to tea chapter or k-bOx to sing songs... LOL!


last
but nt least... hOpe u havE a safe journey vinz... hehez... muz type tis if nt latEr he say i nt frenz enuf? lol! =P