haix...


how come whenever i get to read of one of my frenz blog... there is always tis sadness, sorrow and regret feeling that will linger where ever i go for the rest of my day...
one sided lovE... does it even consider lovE?
wats lovE then? a full of giving relationship from one party?... or juz a give and take relationship? in another word... transations of feelings and object... objectified? a word tat i kinda like tis few days =D


familiarity breeds contempt... a phrase tat one of my fren reminded mi... and taught mi...
y do we ALWAYS neglect the feelings of ppl who is closest to us... and only rmb them when we are @ lost or when we realise tat they are no longer there waiting... but had already move on in their lifes already...


sensitive? dunno leh... always will have tis weird feeling like being possess after reading my fren blog... maybe coz i understand it... or maybe coz i dont understand tats y i am feeling so angel like... wahhahaaz...

haix... wondering wat feelings does my blog portray... sadness? sorrow? happiness? laugher? joy? hope? believe? envy? or juz a PLAIN cold blog... wif no feelings invoked...


hope to colour tis blog wif joy, hope and LOTS of smiles...
but how often can i do it... how often can i escape frm the cold and dark reality and hide in tis warm and bright dreamland, blog of mine? even i could come in? how long can i say... how long can i decieve myself?


another 20 days to tat day... which is? hahaz... guess for urself?
sorry for being so philosophical... wat came over mi? i dunno... maybe too bored in sch? suddenly realise the importance of my laptop... my precious... hehez =D

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