haix... finally its one of the rare days i manage to reach home before the sun has set...

suppose to be feeling happy... but if u are sick, to achieve ur hope... will u be happy? lol!

arG!!! after resting the flu still here... hope it can leave me by tml... coz i wanna go out!!! dont wanna be stuck @ home...

arG!!! super sick now... hope will get better bahx...

*sniff*

hahaz...


been going out these fews days till damn late... no time to blog or update my friendster... will try to take out some time... but dont think will have the time till after tis week... wahahahaz...


y am i doing all this? to make myself feel less lonely? or juz plain borED?


*hint hint*
tis few days u will most likely see mi in town or city wor! keep a lookout? =P

weEeeee... had a fun and enjoyable day today!!! hahaz... 18 years le... need to be more mature... wahahahaz...


THX FOR MAKING TODAY SUCH A FUN DAY =D... really touched lor...
hehez... see i so gd... msn nick also got put... for awhile... and blog also got post wor...
but to say the truth... its the best bd i had for my 18yrs... hmmmm... maybe need to start planning for ur bd to repay? lol!


hahaz... so much fun, joy and abit of maturity being input into me today...
like to thx all who msg mi, sms mi, msn mi and wish mi happy birthday... really very very very very very HAPPY!!! (my birthday has never been so happy before)

today juz assure mi tat i have nt fren the wrong frenz... lol!

hmmm... decided to list their name as a form of thx you for being there! and acknowledgements... nt in order... if u wish mi le but ur name is nt inside... really sorry... PM mi or juz wish again? wahahaahz

Zi quan!!!
Joanna
Jim
Siying
Junxian
Rashid
Li ying
Clement
Yan rong
Jimmy
Celine
Alvin
Kai lin
Gary
Geradine(nt sure of spelling =x)
Klein
Zhi han
Randall
michelle
Justin
Hui shan
Shawn
Danial
Hong wei
Tisa
Nelson
Nick
Li hui
Jeffrey
Chong Chuan
Alex

weEeee... offically turn 18 now!!! wahahahaz... M18 movies, and clubs... here i come!!! lol!

to sum all of my 17yr - 18yr happening... created a short slide show... nt really all events are inside... but mostly all le lar... my lifE too boring le... need to colour it morE! later going K-box... hahaz... new year go sing... bd also go sing! gonna be singer soon le... juz urall w8 and see... lol!!!


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for those of u who were on msn now... see my nick... and u would noE my mood...


i have never been so PISSED OFF by someone before...

its so sickening... and thx god i manage to look through tat mask before i turn 18... which is like tml... so i dunno whether to be happy bout it... or sad coz tat after 17yrs of training... cant even see through the mask till now...

i dont care whether u are reading tis or nt... if u have something to tell mi... i suggest u quit being a loser and say stuffs behind my back... how i wish i could juz type tat four letter word... but destroy the clean history of my blog and myself coz of u... its nt even worth it...


yes... even thought i cant go korea due to some problems... doesnt mean i am redrawing frm the team...
yes... u cant lose the chance of debating because of ME... therefore need someone to take over... BUT it doesnt mean u can tell everyone bout it and assume tats wat i wanted... even though i think is reasonable to find someone else, could u have the respect or courteously to inform mi instead of knowing it frm someone else...

u ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE better wish u dont find urself debating against mi in any place... sick and tired of u...

ANGRY FOR NOW... HOPE FOR IT TO SHIMMER BEFORE I TURN 18 TML! YEA!!!!

weEeee... today actually manage to get home be4 10pm~!!!


hahaz... its already a great achievement ok? =D
coz recently been reaching home like affter 11pm... then dont have much time to talk wif my parents... hehez... to view it a gd way... can help to advoid conflicts too... wahahahaz...


sad man... cant go korea now... coz the fees are simply too high!!! and my parents are complaining... haix... wif my bank account hitting all time low tide... decided to teach tution...


anyone got lobang for pri sch or sec 1,2 science tution?
can ask them to contact mi @ 91781499? and pls state their name also... lol! price is negotiable de... but place has to be theirs thought... coz my house simply too messy... wahahaha =D


so sianz... i need cash!!! =D

hehez... now in sch... so bored... so decided to post a music review... lol!


hahaz... too little too late by jojo... okok! i noe its release quite sometime ago... nt really tat new... but its niceeeeeeee!!!


and... to think when i search bout her info... she was YOUNGER THEN MI!!! and its so unbelieveable... so young wif achievement so much greater then mi...

okie... i doesnt even have a single gd achievement lor! so cant compare...

so... after so much crapping frm mi... heres the too little too late!!! =D







Lyrics to Jojo Too Little Too Late

Ooh no

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else


In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late
Yeah

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

all the sudden i am missing all my frenz...


sec sch classmate/frenz
ex-working place frenz
poly frenz
internet frenz???


wondering how are they doing... are they feeling gd and enjoying life...
different ppl will walk their own path of life...
they sometimes will cross into our path life... and make a impact?
we cant control how long they can move along wif us on tis path...
but still... like to say i really cherish all those who walk down the path wif mi so far...
even if its a few min... a few hr or a few yrs...


lol! tis blog song is making mi emo again... wahahahaz
but i really do cherish everyone of u out there~!

Labels: emo-haox? haha

does we control our lifE... or do destiny does it for us?
destiny seem to be juz another popular reason for failure in our lifE...
y cant we juz recognise our failure.. or are we juz too afraid to admit our own very failure tat is cause by our very own hands...


we always will like think "wat if"
"wat if i had done tis and tat..."
but do we ever consider bout wats happening now?


hehez... finally decided on a song for my blog... its one of those touching songs tat almost made mi cry when i first listen to it... in the library... lol! and now its also my blog song... the mtv is juz below tis... but it really spolit the song... to my opinion...



tank - 专属天使
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

another 9 more days... does anyone rmb?


hehez... =D


lets hope i can live pass tat day... hope... coz gonna be killed by projects le... =X

我愛你... a song by S.H.E tat remind me of secondary 3/4 days... coz apparently i listen to tat song lots and lots of time in the midest of nite... those days where so stress but fun! =D
how i really wish could stay in tat period of my life... no worries no pretence...
be fit and tanned... hahaz... didnt exercise since then le... getting white/pale... but still skinny... lol!


the clip nt bad... quite touching... nt meant for weak hearts... or those who can understand chinese @ chim chim lvl...



从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离

我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气我爱你

我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你我不能没有你绝不能没有你

cant sleep... so did afew of it... =D
seem like i am Feminine @ nite wor... hahaz

Your World View

You tend to be an unhappy person. You tend to feel guilty about your own emotions. And generally, you lack confidence in your opinions. You know the so-called facts of life, but not to enjoy life itself. You are not a realist, and you are inclined to be stubborn. You don't hold a very high opinion of the opposite sex.

Your Observation Skills Get A D+

You know that you remembered to put on underwear today... But really, that's about it!

Never Date an Aries

Impatient, restless, and selfish - it's a lot of work to make an Aries happy. And if you drop the ball, your Aries will be gone faster than you can say "I'm sorry"! Instead try dating: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, or Pisces

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

Your Mood Ring is Purple

Sensual Clear mind Purpose is known

You are 80% Aquarius

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

Your Social Anxiety Level: 44%

You have moderate social anxiety. It's possible that you have a serious social anxiety problem. But it's also likely that you can help yourself, by getting out more and trying new, scary activities. No one's secretly judging you. So be yourself, and if you screw up, just laugh.

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world... You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring. Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking

You are: Objective, honest, and credible Intellectually curious, with many diverse interests More inclined toward ideas than people Fiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional

Do You Even Know What a Blog Is?

You got 1/8 correct! What the heck are you doing at Blogthings?

You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could.

You Are 13 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You Are More Yin

Feminine Devoted Forgiving Fall Winter Afternoon Moon Time Passive Metal Honey

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires. Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them. Tips for the future: Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates! Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once. Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes. Best color to attract mate: Sky blue Best day for a date: Wednesday

it has been sometime since i do some quiz

hmmmm... so decided to post some here today
NOTE : no. of broken heart... 6? hahaz...
better nt risk it... but true love = 1? hahaz =D are u the one?

Your Birthdate: January 28

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

hehez... if u had notice... my neW yeaR resolutions have increase to 20... think will be stopping there already... how i wish could start crossing out stuffs... hehe


hahaz... some crappy stuffs i made out of boredom.. kinda weird closing... but... nvm... coz nth much to post tis days... lol!


多近才算靠近。。。
多远才算遥远。。。

人与人之间需要的是空间。。。
但太大的空间反而会寂寞。。。

寂寞往往是被抛弃的定义。。。
给与自己空间又何来抛弃。。。


人总是会矛盾自己的定义。。。
但定义往往又是人的中心。。。


在寻找我们中心的过程中。。。
会存在着不断的自我考验。。。


显微镜下看的爱情是怎么？
幸福？痛苦？认真？玩玩？
每人对爱情的定义是不同。。。
那你对爱情的定义是什么？

hehe!


at heeren outside now... wahahahaz... =D
using wireless@SG to blog?
lol! so sianz sianz sianz


one more day to the 1st training of the chingay event...
wahahahaz... =D

slacking in sch now...


WoW~! hahaz...


so sianz sianz sianz...


getting bored bored


tats all for today...


going crazy =x

timE for mi to face my music again?
hahaz... for those who manages to find or read my previous blog... which i haven delete yet...
tis will be the first song it plays... till the end by dave... tat blog hold such a huge amount of feelings... thoughts... and maybe lovE?


tats for now... need to clear some stuffs off my hands le... till next time...

===================================================================

Till the end - Dave

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be gift from heaven
That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
I never have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share

In my heart I can no longer hold inside
With all the love I use to hide
I'll always be
Until the very end

In this world there is no place I rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl.
It's true in it allI know you've come to see
That you're the one
Till the end

All my friends surround me
Say you'll be gone soon
Baby, I'm gonna make them see
That you'll find your way back home

In my heart I can no longer hold inside
With all the love I use to hide
I'll always be
Until the very end

In this world there is no place I rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl.
It's true in it allI know you've come to see
That you're the one
Till the end

We'll always be
Till the end...

===================================================================

countdown? 18 more days? hahaz... going to be 18 more days... only 2hr nia...
hehez... 18 means alot... @ least to mi... lol!

haix...


how come whenever i get to read of one of my frenz blog... there is always tis sadness, sorrow and regret feeling that will linger where ever i go for the rest of my day...
one sided lovE... does it even consider lovE?
wats lovE then? a full of giving relationship from one party?... or juz a give and take relationship? in another word... transations of feelings and object... objectified? a word tat i kinda like tis few days =D


familiarity breeds contempt... a phrase tat one of my fren reminded mi... and taught mi...
y do we ALWAYS neglect the feelings of ppl who is closest to us... and only rmb them when we are @ lost or when we realise tat they are no longer there waiting... but had already move on in their lifes already...


sensitive? dunno leh... always will have tis weird feeling like being possess after reading my fren blog... maybe coz i understand it... or maybe coz i dont understand tats y i am feeling so angel like... wahhahaaz...

haix... wondering wat feelings does my blog portray... sadness? sorrow? happiness? laugher? joy? hope? believe? envy? or juz a PLAIN cold blog... wif no feelings invoked...


hope to colour tis blog wif joy, hope and LOTS of smiles...
but how often can i do it... how often can i escape frm the cold and dark reality and hide in tis warm and bright dreamland, blog of mine? even i could come in? how long can i say... how long can i decieve myself?


another 20 days to tat day... which is? hahaz... guess for urself?
sorry for being so philosophical... wat came over mi? i dunno... maybe too bored in sch? suddenly realise the importance of my laptop... my precious... hehez =D

Labels: emo-haox? haha

weEee... stuck in sch... wahahahahz...


today is one of the few lots of stuffs to do... but slacking away de days... =x


i now owe alot of ppl alot of stuffs... (nt money, how i wish it was... then more easy return)... but its actually work~!


ARG!!!


countdown : 23 more days to... anyone rmb?
hahaz... =D

weEeeee... stuck in sch to blog again... lol~!


coz apparently... i over-estimate the time by alot for one of the project... resulting in free up alot of time till the next project meeting... puzzel? hahaz... its suppose to twist ur brain... wahahahaz


when i finally thought i knew the ppl around mi like the back of my palm... it came right smack back to my face on how i actually didnt really noe them as well...
i juz dont understand wats wrong wif mi... do i look so native to cheat? to think of it... maybe i am... lol!!!


shld have bring my full metal to sch to watch... ARG~! sick of reading and reading more stuffs... need to breath... need to relax...

HAIX~!!!!


first news of the day... i fail my term test till very very very badly... arG!!! wats happening???


haix... so sianz... gotta buck up and work hard hard le....


tats all for now... no more mood to blog...


till next time...

Labels: sad

weEeee... a neW yeaR... hope to have a brand neW start too... =D


yr 2006 seem to be a breeze... fly pass so fast... tat everything really become blurr....
been through alot of stuffs... started my first work in marks and spencer... noe new ppl... quit job... started sch.... meet more new frenz... start working in pizza hut... noe how to make pizza frm scratch (ok... nt really)... quit pizza hut... joining CCAs (rock climbing and debates)... quitting rock climbing... and continue wif debates... dunno y landed myself in a brand new CCA (msc)... taking pics... having fun... meet a lot of new frenz... join a DRP project... learn lots of new stuffs... meet lots and lots of frenz...


hehez... enuf wif the rattling... the most impt thing... is tat i manage to end off 2006 wif...
SINGING... lol! tats rite... went to marina square kbox wif two of my very gd frenz...
and we manage to sing through the year... and the first photo i took... was...


hahaz... the act nerdy face... but nt... wahahahaz... neW yeaR resolution? see the side lor... tats wat i wanna accomplish before the end of 2007 and hope tat 2007 dont fly as fast as 2006... hehez... rest of the pics of kboxing will be post @ later date bahx... till then...

!~HAPPY NEW YEAR~!