hehez... today is the second time i going to frenz house to stay overnite... wahahahz.. so exciting... lol!!!


haix... accidently found a song in my com... very very nice but kinda old song... to be honest... i cried the first time i heard it... haix... so sianz... becoming more and more emo these days... i am so suprise... coz i juz watch the mtv... and it seem to be a bit les(gal loving gal) hahaz.. didnt really realise it sia... omg!
hahaz... but the lyrics is nice la... haix... love... wats is it actually???





如果的事 - 范玮琪, 张韶涵

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

weEeee... sorry for the late post... but the BBQ on the 23th december 2006 is finally over... hehez... see all of u in march 2007 then... soul garden... cant w8... hehez... =D


hmmm... so now... may i present to u... the BBQ event of the year... hehez.. its a pictoral post for today... =D


hehez... the BBQ can say is a huge sucess bahx... coz even though its raining the whole of tis few weeks... suprising, it didnt rain tat day =D


hmmm... so wat did we done? hahaz... its lots and lots of fun!!! wif mashmallow, mashmallow and more mashmallow...



wif some sastified customers =D


okok... enuf of mashmallows... there is also fondu


and also the BBQ muz have chicken wings and satays



hehez... and we are so honour to have a magician in our BBQ to show us some magics!!!



and we end it all off... wif a group photo!!!


GOODBYE 2006!!! AND WELCOME 2007!!!
(opps think tats a bit too early.. but anyway... who cares... lol!!!)

finally able to back to blog again...


hehez... been quite busy these few days... going out wif frenz, doing stuffs and got my self a account on wireless@SG... lol!!!... glad to ANNOUNCE... the links are up and template have juz change to a more dark one again... lol!


haix... dunno y i was very weird juz now... guess tis yr "suanning" award will go to mi le... juz now went out wif some fren tat i have nt been contacting for the pass few months... then dunno y, its so unlike mi tat i actually could/am continuing suanning tat fren for the pass 2hr... if u reading tis... like to say a very very very SRY!!!


tml is THE DAY! 23th december 2006... i have orgainise a BBQ @ east coast park... and if u have my msn... will noe tat i am very very pissed off... maybe its my fault for looking only @ my prospective... but... it will be gd if ppl actually come up to tell mi earlier... nt like i will kill/poision/swallow/stab/cook u wat... (maybe i will) anyway... pls be more responsible... we are 17 years old... nt 7 years old...


the hardest part of life is nt dieing... but is the journey tat one has to undergo...


we always see the bright side of stuffs when it comes to others... and see the dark side of stuffs when it comes to ourselves... starting to cherish what i have with mi now... but isit too late? knowing tis only when i am 17? hahaz...


okok... better stop all tis philsophy stuffs... i am nt even fit to talk bout it... what can i noe when i am only 17... haix...

Labels: randomless

weEeeee... three more heartpounding hrs before the end of my exam period... hahaz and to think i can actually go and watch movie wif frenz yesterday and reach home @ 12am today morning... =x


hehez... anyway dunno y always during exam period, i am so depress and sad... arG!!!


still... like to intro to u the movie i watch last nite... a very very nicee movie... title, The Holiday
maybe some has watch it, or heard of it... still i like to talk bout it... coz its very touching... read on if u like... or click the top right had corner X if u want... hahaz


The Holiday
its a movie portraying two woman... and their life...



Iris is in love with a man who is about to marry another woman. Across the globe, Amanda realizes the man she lives with has been unfaithful. Two women who have never met and live 6000 miles apart, find themselves in the exact same place. They meet online at a home exchange website and impulsively switch homes for the holiday. Iris moves into Amanda's L.A. house in sunny California as Amanda arrives in the snow covered English countryside. Shortly after arriving at their destinations, both women find the last thing either wants or expects: a new romance. Amanda is charmed by Iris' handsome brother Graham and Iris, with inspiration provided by legendary screenwriter Arthur, mends her heart when she meets film composer Miles.


its a Comedy and Romance type of film... full of touching scenes... (nt really have alot of physical ones... but still... hahaz =D) and also laugher when u least expected... tats y 2hr and 10min of ur time will fly away be4 u knew it... =D
the music for one... is a very very very impactful one... who ever has the sound track can send to mi? pls! hahaz...


ok! gtg le... for my last and final paper for tis term... wish mi luck!... hehez

A sad but nice song... if some ppl doesnt appear in ur life... wouldnt it be perfect, wifout sadness or anger...


but if there is no sadness or anger... how do we noe wat is perfect @ all when we do nt experience sadness and anger?


everything comes in a pair... gd and evil... there is no evil without something gd... and no gd without something evil... better stop here and intro u to a quite old song... hehe... exam finishing in 2 DAYS!!!


S.H.E-天灰

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

the lyrics of the song is is quite meaningful... hehez... frm 70's to 80's somemore wor... hehez... some songs are juz so gd!


一个人的我依然会微笑

如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光
受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放

你走吧我不哭无论多痛苦
你走吧我不哭就算会迷路

明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑
那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

hahaz... one more hr to paper... sianz...


waiting in sch for 4hr between paper.... and the 2pm paper i waiting for is a sort of english comprehension paper... dunno how to study leh.... yup! u got it... its COMPREHENSION... something like O'lvl paper 2!!!


really sianz lor... especially my england is nt tat powderful! ... hahaz!!! =P


sometimes... looks and actions can be decieving... even i (who is quite gd in seeing inner ppl, lol! so shameless...) also got decieve... lol!


sometimes... education makes a person think... as in more scheming? hahaz... nt trying to target anyone... but... if we look back... do we actually thought of wat kinda frenz to make when we were in... like pri 1?


haix... so education is a gd or bad thing?
helping tis world wif full of advancement...
sorry... was there even advancement? advancement in wat? expression? feeling? or kindship?
apparently there is non... coz the world is colder... opps i mean hotter... wif global warming...


how i wish time could reverse and stop... staying in pri and sec sch times... where frenz are made through sincerity with no reason, nt coz u have a need and another person fulfil tat need so u make frenz... (ok tat sound abit de... erm... ya... hahaz)... but isnt tat true?


ok... i think i better stop here... btw... when did i start to preach de huh? weird... makes me look so native... coz i dont even know tat much yet typing all these junks... =x

wOw!!!... didnt realise i was tat emo yesterday.... like someone die like tat... hehez... looking back... i realise i was indeed over reacting abit la... but... to tell the truth, i really treasure each and every friendship i had...
coz...
out of few millions... maybe billions of ppl around the world, i only get to know these few ppl...
by fate or by chance? i dunno... but wat i do noe is... each and everyone of the ppl i noe means alot to mi... even thought i might nt remember ur face or ur name (applied pri 5 and below... =x)... but ur foot print tat is left behind in my heart will always be there... deep or shallow, big or small...


omg! w8 a minute... y am i getting emo again? hahaz... emo-haox...


anyway... y am i still bloggin? shld be studying le... less then 10hr will be sitting for a paper... and today i still go out wif frenz to ECP(east coast park) and walk walk... sianz....


haix... back to studying le... last minute... will it help? hope so! pray hard! comE true? still dunno... lol!!!

Labels: emo-haox? haha

weEeeee... feeling down? hai hao bahx... hahaz... didnt noe tat i will actually blog when i am feeling bad and down? ok.... now i nt really feeling down....


maybe a sense of relieve? a answer surface? hahaz... sometimes... it really take a lot of courage to do something... and nt many have tat much of a courage anyway...

think u are reading tis? doubt so... if u are...

thx alot! and i really mean it... frm the bottom of my heart... coz... i dont have tat much of a courage afterall... hahaz... lol! wat am i talking bout???



原来 by 林俊杰
nice song...

你收的干净...
我也会不留一点痕迹...

hehez... sneak here to blog a while... hahaz... my term test paper is coming... so i dont think can post for 1 week... sry! and for the linking part, i guess i have to postpone to after my term test... sry again!


hahaz... found a short vid of a song tat has juz been a crazy... ok... it didnt really did tat much of a impact... but still its a hot hot song... hahaz... the lyrics is so meaningful...

talking bout two person... one dunno wat to say to another... and the another w8ing for the one to say first... theres a verse... "action speaks louder then words" by dunno who... its so nt true when it comes to tis scenerio... hahaz... some words are juz cant be replace by actions... maybe wat we all need is assurence, yet scare of rejection... hahaz... humans are really sometimes juz wanna be success and afraid of failure... anyway who doesnt? hahaz... thx god i wanna be bachelor... so tis is so nt going to happen on mi =D...


ok! enuf of the intro to the song... may i present u....
梁山伯与茱丽叶



我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

hehez.... found a nice webby... the address is


http://takey.myweb.hinet.net/miss20.htm


hahaz... preparing for a presentation which i have no idea wat to talk bout now... sianz... gonna present in less than 30min... sure die de... update more later =D

hahaz... blogging in sch... something is so wrong wif my blog and msn... cant seem to sign in sia... so i now faster sign in then post be4 its gone again ok? hahaz


time is really a factor and a test to everything... test to endurance, test to enjoyment... and much more... hahaz... =D


in process of learning to cherish wat i have wif mi now... maybe i am too myself in the past bahx... tat y i am in tis state rite now... haix... anyway! tats past tense liao... nt gonna repeat myself...


anyway... it got nth to do wif r/s la... dont anyhow guess ok!!! =P
bachelor is wat is i gonna be... past, present and future... =P


hahaz... below is a reading i got frm my bro com... hahaz... i am JUZ ANOTHER FOOL!
lol!!! but tat also means my start of journey too... hahaz... fool is the first card in the tarot deck... after all i been through... seem like i am still back to the first card... so nth and bare... of experience... haix...

You are The
Fool

The Fool is the
card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff
indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything
he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his
way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a
little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and
fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end
up looking the fool.

posting... 2 plus in the morning?


hahaz... feeling kinda sianz... so might as well post something and try fall back asleep after tat...
wahahahaha....


life been pretty well on track these days... hehez... manage to go kboxing wif some frenz... hehez... so fun!!! (even thought my voice sounds weird... super)... cant believe tat time, really w8 for no man... another week will be my term test weeks.... super sianz... failed a paper liao!!! (can u believe it?)


and before i forget bout tis... never, never go hair inn @ centrepoint, the hair stylist there are so the... i juz went there and got myself almost bald... maybe, NO! IS CONFIRM! worst then bald... arG!!! so super super sianz... i still have a presentation on fri? wat to do? pray hard lor...


ok ok... enuf wif sianz... anyway... for those in NV 05's 4e1, there is a BBQ on the 23th december 2006... those who haven reply mi, pls reply asap... last chance... will send a mass email out again... but ppl doesnt seem to read or bother to reply... @.@


fate is so the secretive... and unexpected...
have i done/make the correct decission? maybe i might even know after i die...


like to close off wif... "MOVIE ANYONE?" =D