My views, my thoughts and my VOICE

2008-01-03T02:42:00.000+08:00

its sad...

but all gd stuffs gOtta comE to an ending...

tis wonderful blog tat capture my life for the past 1 year and a half is offically closing down...

my new blog address is

http://www.haohaoz.blogspot.com

see u guys there :)

2007-12-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

i sO LOVE my blOg song... if anyonE teach mE hOw to play it... i am gonna sO LOVE tat person? hehez...

finally. . . a yr is about tO end... and my amOunt of posting on tis blog has reach a stunning 200 post... hehez... dun usually blog tat long on a particular blog... dunnO y tis timE...

anyways... tis year has bEen a memorable one fOr mE... i would hereby likE to thank everyonE whO has walk down my road wif mE fOr tis yr... life has never bEen easy... if nt for urall... i dun think i will bE whO i am tOday...

tO start of a new year... there is gOnna bE a new cOlumn on my blog... sEe if u can spOt it? wahahaha.... somE pic tat makE my 07 yr a memorable one... thx tO all~! :)

2007-12-23T13:11:00.000+08:00

It was a rainy day.. yEt... without fail, we went over to coasta sands pasir ris chalet for a BBQ... it has bEen awhile since we mEt up... had lOads of fun... playing with each other... and gEtting dirty... as usual we were taking things abit tOo fast... and we nEed tO dO it all over again... (in case somE somE overly sensitive ppl reading it... dun think dirty can! yes... i nOe whO... :P)

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sO fOr thE benefit of thE overly sensitive ppl... heres a less unambiguous version
It was a rainy day... yet... without fail, my family went over to coasta sands pasir ris chalet for a BBQ... it has bEen awhile since mOst relative mEet for an occasion... had lOads of fun... playing christmas games, and gEtting our hands dirty from thE charcoal frm thE BBQ... as usual... we thOught tat thE food is cOoked... when its nt... sO gOtta peng again... till its fully cOoked...
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its really raining damn heavy... but my cam cant really capture thE rain drops... (they arE falling tOo fast...)

Christmas has bEen a sinful day... bEen spending mOre then usual during period... somE stuffs (only 2) =P below... is christams present and present from my lovely frenz... namely siying, celine, johnson, rendall, swee wan

my HP set... cOz mE a hugE bomb sia... $132 for everything... screen protector, memory stick (1GB) and thE HP cOst... thx gOd HP covEr is my fren christmas present to mE :)

last but nt least... tats mE... cam whOring... whO careS... hahaz... below is my fren editted fOr mE one... nt bad i muz say... thx thx :)

2007-12-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

i havE nO idea y i am still awake... cant sEem tO fall asleep...

bEen thinking alot while listening to my blOg song... gEtting abit emO... but still sOber...

i cant help it but to trust ppl i nOe easily and suspect ppl that are close to mE rather than giving them equal or mOre trust...

maybE i lack of security... afraid of letting ppl close tO mE tO pry open my innEr self and expose my vulnerability...

glass ceiling is somEthing i cant help myself but tO implement tO thE people around mE... unknowingly dOing it is a excuse... dOing it safeguard myself is the reason...

haix... i dunnO... juz emO nOw... :(

2007-12-20T15:32:00.001+08:00

haha.... finally i gOt pic fOr my blOg... :)

presenting mE! the first pic i tOok... (okiE... nt really thE first... cOz its nt nice... sO i delete and takE and delete and takE... till i gOt tis nt bad onE)

bEen a great day catching up wif my frenz...
guess wats tis?

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yEA... its MOS burger milk tea! hahaz...
its alot of milk... cOz its milk tea wat...

new tEe i bOught frm bugis village... its damn nice la... under flash light... it lOok like silver...
without flash... it lOok grEen :)

tats all fOr nOw i guess..

2007-12-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

damn tired can?

wOrk 3 nitex 6-11pm str8 frm fri after my exam tO sun! XD
and sat str8 after wOrk i still gO frenz hOuse to tOn and play... seriously... my pimples arE surfing likE nObOdy business la!

finally... i gOt myself a dEar... N5610... sOrry K810i... i could wait for u... gOnna takE a pic of my dEar after i accessories it... gOnna givE it a nice covEr tml? :) since i already givE it a nice brain today...

kkz... i am really tired... gOnna blOg mOre, wif pic thE next timE round :)

2007-12-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

F I N A L L Y I T S O V E R!

nO mOre exam or test or studies for 2 wEeks...
timE to gO out wif frenz! and project and chalet befOre thE judgement arrivE...

even thOugh i already knEw i screw up today's paper... wat tO dO? wats dOnE is dOne... lets bE happy when awaiting thE result... might havE to sacrifice somEthing i lOve tis timE... my DRP project...

haix... its nObOdy fault but minE fOr nt trying hard enuf... i could try harder, and harder... yEt i didnt...

tired is an excuse and having breaks while studying is an escape...

trying nt to run or hide... yEt it is juz part of human instinct to dO so... i am a human tOo... i guess... trying nt to bE a human, nt to run and hide...

wOrking later in 2 hrs timE... wOrk is somEthing tat is able to let mE takE my mind off reality... and also help mE tO finance my spending :)

shOpping... a sin and a luxuary... bEen craving fOr it a long long timE... anyonE fRee tO accompany mE? i wont mind if its juz a few hrs... really!

2007-12-12T10:45:00.000+08:00

sO sO sO bORed!!!!

stuck in sch fOr 5hr... dOing nth except to wait for CSAS 3 test (its communication skills... = english...)
nth to study... nth to understand... nth to memorise...
its sO idiotic...

with thE amount of ppl in lib increasing... sO is my lagging timE when surfing imeem... ARG!!! i wanna a nice nice complete song... why is the lib so cruel!!!
anyways... i gOt addicted to hilary duff "dignity" album... its sO sO nice... (kkz... i nOe its out for a long timE le... i lag can? :P)

hmmmmmm.... 1 hr down le... still left with 4hrs... somEone pls savE mE frm my misery!!! XD

hahaz... was reading a alot frenz blog... :)
conclusion is...
wats wrong with being single... its nOrmal! dun wOrry sO much...

2007-12-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

haix.... bEen thinking bOut alot of stuffs these few days...

sch lifE... sOcial life... basically lifE...

wasnt really in a gd mOod when i mEet up wif 4 other sec sch fren today... and unknowingly their presence actually cheEr mE up! (nt fOrget thE lovely present tOo)

watch a damn bloody mOvie "30 days of night" its neither terror nOr horror... but apparently ppl u gEt tO watch mOvie wif sOmetimes can givE the fEel to mOvie... hehez... dun angry when u sEe tis har... :P

anyway... had tis fabulous dinnEr @ fisherman wraf wif them... its so cheap and nice nice!!! celine and si ying can send mE thOse pic tat we tOok?

anyways..
BIG BIG THANK YOU TO SIYING,CELINE, JOHNSON, SWEEWAN FOR MAKING MY DAY... YOU ALL ROX BIG TIME :D

2007-12-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

weEeee! its a lOng timE since i pOst pic on my blog.. sO tOday i lend my bro cam to takE somE pics... hahaz...

had a fabulously fun sun dinnEr wif my family @ COCA?
lOcation is lvl 4 of taka... pricing is... EXPENSIVE!!!

but thE fOod is nice... especially thE specially formulated sauce on thE bOttom right corner of thE pic...

timE flys... in leSs then 12hr... my term test starts... (even thOugh it unofficially started on tues liao... hehez) and i still havE timE to takE pic of myself? hahaz

juz realise alot has bEen happening arOund mE... yEt i dunnO... hmmmmm... blur blur will survive lOnger? LOL! dun wanna nOe sO many stuffs... :P i cant even complete my studying la...

2007-12-08T09:03:00.001+08:00

hmmmm.... anOther sat gOing tO bE wasted!

hahaz... okie... maybE nt...

haix... exam cOming... then wOrk, prOjects, chalets, and hell nOes wat... in 2 wEeks...

y is my lifE so extreme! its either i am very very frEe, or very very bUsy... miss gOing out wif my frenz... i nOe i havE bEen neglecting them... sO sO sOrry... haix...

still... anOther 1 yr and 1 mOre term (1 yr 3 mOnths) - 6 mOnth SIP (intership) left in my poly yrs.. gOnna miss all my poly frenz... :)

kkz... gOnna gO... till next timE :D

2007-12-04T07:56:00.000+08:00

left with mere 9% battery pOwer... i am gOing tO tag awhile...

hahaz... meaningful weEkend spend...

class gathering is a utterly flop... with only 12 turn up... and mOre then a dozen sms mE last min say cant makE it... thus... i officially QUIT as a organizer for sec sch gathering... dun comE find mE lE!!!
(hehez finally a reason fOr mE to stop organise? LOL!

kkz... befOre my batt flat... tata~!!! :D

2007-11-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

haix... didnt realise that politics was tat much in one of my sch science lab...
black and white... recording down... ~~demand, asking~~ enquiring on wat am i doing...

ArG~! thx god i learn to smilez when tis events happen... (i tried... still... i think i didnt do as well as i shld)

never mind... dun wanna talk bout tat le... i am so very the much DETERMINDED NOT TO GET IN-HOUSE ATTACHMENT FOR MY INTERNSHIP NO MATTER WHAT! (even though politics do happen everywhere... @ least i get paid while trying to advoid politics... :P

after next week is my term test le... yet i still slacking for 3hr in sch... LOL~!!!
jordin sparks songs arE great!!! i really think shE has the potential to create a new record and break whateva kelly clarkson created... since shE is 18!!! samE yr as mE... yEt.. sO much mOre popular, so much mOre assets... and nt fOrget her nice nice vOice!!!

new phonE? i dunno when i gEtting le... sO lazy...

2007-11-27T07:58:00.001+08:00

wokE up early mOrnin tO dl somE sch stuffs...

dun fEel likE gOing sch tOday...

i dunnO y... suddenly gOt an urge tO dO somEthing....

hmmm.... shld i?

if only i knew wat tO dO...

new phonE... 2nd dec?

2007-11-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

timE is sO precious nOw... hahaz...

project deadlinE. . . term tEst. . . chinese orchestra. . . and wOrk. . .
nt fOrgetting mEeting up wif my precious frenz. . .

its nt easy. . . sOrry if i happen tO lOse my temper. . . or happen tO miss somEone out. . . i dont mean it! ><

dun think my blog will bE update sO sOon le...

hehez... gambatte!

2007-11-25T23:01:00.001+08:00

hehe...

busy busy...

k-bOxed tis wEekend... clOcking a tOtal of amazingly 12.5hr of singing...
and spendin a total of $46...

gOing brOke sOon... where is thE jOb i wanna?
tution anyonE?

2007-11-21T09:23:00.000+08:00

timE flys~!!!

befOre i even knOw it... its coming tO end of nOv... 2 mOre wEeks tO term tests =x and 1 mOre month tO christmas... and a brand nEw yEar~!

OMG~!

and after tat is internship, anOther 6 mOnths... and pOof! its NS...

2 yrs after which...

chances gO gOing uni wif my current result is sO damn slim... lets hOpe i gEt in... or i shall fOrever bE a slavE fOr the nation... nt NS regular... but a TEACHER~!

hahaz... 18 of my years juz fly pass mE...

52 yrs mOre tO gO... (calculate from thE avg agE of 70 per person in sg)

2007-11-15T10:21:00.000+08:00

bleSsing in disguise?

maybE? hahaz...

end up didnt buy my W910... after sO much trouble, i end up waiting fOr a rOad show of singtel on 24th nOv tO buy my handphonE... hahaz... sO its anOther 9 mOre painful days... sO tis christmas season... its gOnna bE a spending spree fOr mE~!!! weEeee :D

still... anyonE has a jOb lObang? be it tution or rOad show... i nEed fast fast cash... LOL!

2007-11-10T02:27:00.001+08:00

ah... even thOugh its a busy wEek...

but still...

i managE to catch somE fantastic films... and decided tO sharE them here... in case ppl dunnO wat mOvie tO watch...

STARDUST:-

its a romance mOvie... showing hOw ppl trying to changE themselves to FIT in... when it shldnt bE... and never will bE... kinda touching... :D

BEE MOVIE:-

its a comedy la... always think on a big picture... somEtimes... small solution sEem to sOlve small problem... but it will unwilling created somE bigger problem... tEAm wOrk...

LIONS FOR LAMBS:-

its a uniquE show... politics, war and decision... :D

2007-11-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm...

2am...

still awakE...

i nEed a study sOng tO accompany mE tO study~!!!
=D

2007-11-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

finally...

its bEen a while since i blOg...
i nOe...

haha... after sch started... its bEen a crazy timE fOr mE!!!
brain cracking, tiring, and wOrst is. . . i kEpt ovErslept on thE bus!!! it never ever happen sO frequently tO mE befOre... ArG~! T.T

anyway... glad @ least my timE is WELL SPEND! and nt slacking... likE wat i am dOing tOday... hehez....

dO i really nOe wat i really want?

i think sO...

12th nOv!

2007-10-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAOHAOX.BLOGSPOT.COM

haha... was viewing my bro blog... then it hit mE...

hOw long since i blogged...

and sO lucky... juz nice onE yr le... frm my first pOst... :P

livE is sO dull... sch, lab wOrk, homE, chinese orchestra...

nt as fun as yr 1... hOpe my yr 3 is nt wOrst... =x

12th NOV!
12th NOV!!
12th NOV!!!

is when i gEt my new hp and also thE day my brO finish his O's...
its sO concidental again~!
hahaz.... pOn lect juz tO study... nt blOg...

sO...

tata~!
=D

2007-10-26T11:38:00.000+08:00

sch sch sch...

its nt fair...

all my mon to fri is sch!
wOrst is i cant pOn sch as everyday at least gOt a compulsory lesson...

singing relief thE streSs... thats y i likE singing...
even thOugh i always ziao xia... aka... off pitch... aka... bad singing

life is fun...

i guess...

2007-10-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

sch finally start le...

was thinking whether can slack... answer = nO!!!

i dunnO is lucky or suay... i was thE class treasurer for tis sem... meaning...
i am thE nEw tua eh lOng... aka... da er long... aka... lOanshark...

i wanna learn...

learn...

hOw tO appreciate stuffs tat is happen tO mE? arOund mE?

gOing crazy... haha... nEed tO sleep le... treasurer nEed tO wakE up early tO pick up thE nOtes... and try tO cOllect thE $$$ LOL!

2007-10-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm... juz wondering...

anyonE has a tution lobang tO intrO?
a friendly, approachable, patience and caring tutor over here... *waves*
hahaz... i could takE pri sch math, sci. . . and lower sec math and chem?

hahaz...
my contacts will be..
wait...

intro them tO mE via msn... vqwertyuiop@hotmail.com

then i can personally call up thE parents to show my sincerely :)

hehez... thx thx tO all fOr ur kind attention tO my advert... :)

2007-10-18T06:13:00.000+08:00

wOke up @ 4am tOday!!!

hahaz.. nOrmally i slEep only @ 4am...

still fEel sO refresh!!! hehez... maybE is cOz i slept almOst thE whole of wed... LOL! only day in my 6 wEeks holiday when i slack and dO nth @ all la... =D

hmmmm... nExt wEek start sch le... sO sad... 6 wEek of holiday juz fly pass... already poly yr 2 sEm 2 le... and anOther 3 mOre months turning 19 le... tats sO sO fast!!! then army? hahaz...

then wat?
...
wat dOes i really want in my lifE?
...

humans minds is wEird...
thEy will nevEr bE satisfied with wat thEy havE...

=P

2007-10-16T11:19:00.000+08:00

a food for thought...

love is juz likE BBQ...

looks of a person represent fire starter...

the inner personality of a person represent charcoal...

without fire starter, still can start a BBQ...

without charcoal, also can start BBQ...

its juz how long will the BBQ will last, and how easy will it be to start the BBQ

somEthing i thOught of when i am thinking of lOve... and havE craving fOr BBQ... hahaz...
CRAVING... CHICKEN WINGS~!!!

2007-10-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

was fEeling weird... thinking somEthing is amiss...

then i realise tat i havE changE...

last timE... wat concern mE was thE ppl arOund...
nOw its juz... mE, mE and ME!

haix...

fOrget bOut thE unhappy stuffs...

GRANDMA BD PARTY WAS GREAT!
lots of chats and playing wif cutE cousins...

first takE...

second takE... *nOte hOw thE kids grew tired... hehez*

my seventh aunt and her son aka my cousin...

can u fEel tat motherly lOve... :D sO sweet

thE table...

last takE... my fifth uncle wasnt in thE first twO takE... sO we havE anOther onE...

tats all... big and happy family! =D

2007-10-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

gOing tO my grandma bd celebration latEr~!

hehez...

its @ happy restaurant, with thE servicE stuffs arEnt smiling @ all... (irony isnt it?)

well... i wanna gO k-box... i wanna gO holland V... befOre my sch start...

i wanna relax and havE an HOLIDAY!

i also wanna a higher pay job...(anyonE gOt tution or high pay lobang?)

hahaz... i am sO damn greedy ritE?

but mOre money = bEtter hp, bEtter clOthes, bEtter hair = happier mE? maybE?

wat makes a person happy?

thE material gain tat he possess...

or thE emotion support hE gEts...

wEll, humans arE greedy creatures... in case u arE still thinking...
its BOTH!

hahaz... juz realise somEthing...

in singapOre, money is impt. sO is health...

cOz sEeing a dOc is sO damn expensivE these days...

nah~! nt sick... juz a fOod fOr thOught...

no wonder thEy say health is wealth...

if u dun sEe doc tat often... u will bE so much much richer... hehez...

my table when its clean... nOw its sO messy tat my laptop has tO bE on thE flOor... hahaz

2007-10-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm...

juz wOndering...

its really such a damn small wOrld, wif ppl u nOe... sEem tO bE inter-connected... wif friendship, grudges, hatred, or lOves~!!!

givE up on trying tO see thE nEtwork... its sO complicated... lEts enjOy and stOp trying tO see thE over picture...

can w8 fOr my new phonE... 12th NOV... ONE MORE MONTH!!!

2007-10-11T07:25:00.000+08:00

mind is racing...
(nah... heart nt pumping)

juz fEeling very very cOnfuse ritE nOw...
sickening...

i am nOw officially enter my emO state...
emO-haohaox...

2007-10-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

y dOes everytimE sOmething happen...
thE rest of thE events alsO falls on thE samE day~!!! ArG~!!!

its likE... everything sEem sO coincidental la...
when i am frEe... i am really frEe...

whEn i am busy... evErything starts tO find mE...
and i fEel sO bad rejecting evErything...

maybE its fatE...

i cant havE all thE gd stuffs in thE wOrld...
LOL!

2007-10-08T08:16:00.000+08:00

i lOng fOr a cam phonE!!!

dun fEel likE gOing tO sch tOday...

bUt...

DRP...

Well... nEed tO clear up thE messy rOom, mEssy cOm, mEssy blOg... and mEss up braiN!

hahaz...
evEn thOugh its juz 30min? of slacking nOw, it really makEs mE fEel likE i am havinG a holiday... which i shld havE bEen... if nt fOr thE CCA, sch and WORK~!!!

enuf of rattering... hahaz... whOever reading might juz say... therE gOes hao complaining again... hahaz...

btw...
i juz watch a controversial play @ thE esplanade titled "Kumar, thE Queen"
its kinda funny and "interesting" i muz say... nevEr laugh sO damn hard fOr 2hr? maybE mOre... hehez... whenever i think of it... its still makEs mE giggle?
w8...
did i say giggle? i mean arm chio... if u nOe wat i mean...
LOL!
tOo bad its thE 2nd last shOw i caught... if nt i surE will gO watch again!

2007-10-07T01:23:00.001+08:00

I FELT CHEATED~!

lEt mE explain... cOz tOday, i juz realise tat fOr sEals pOints, i already gOt thE maximum fOr service and enrichment sector (lOng time agO)... yEt i am still dOing it, instead of fOcusing on leadership and achievement, where there is nO caP on thE points...

fOr thOse whO is blur, sEals pOint arE something likE CCA pOints, tat will grant u a easlier path tO UNI.

talking bOut UNI, my fren tOld mE there is tis very attractivE offer... finding ppl taking diploma in Chemical engineering (my cOurse) tO bE thE pioneer batch of engineer fOr thE company...
sO juz try my luck, as thEy will send u tO America Uni fOr study and training...
hmmmm... juz try fOr fun bahx... dun think will gEt selected... cOz... its anOther 1.5yr befOre i grad... and its anOther 2yrs of army... plus studying in america... dun think thE company could w8 tat lOng bahx.... =x hahaz...

arG~!

anyway.. my NEW PHONE is only duE on nOv 12th... sO... i havE to w8 till then... arG~!!! suddenly fEel likE taking phOtos... bUt wifout cam phonE is sO ma fan... cOz nEed tO gEt thE digital cam frm thE bOx aka orginal packaging in my parents rOom (mum believes tat cam kEep in bOx is bEtter)

*nOte... its a different pic frm thE bOttom de... lOok clOser... hehez...

2007-10-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

@ sch nOw... hahaz...

fEel sO nO lifE these days

sch... wOrk... homE... sleep

miss gOing oUt latE fOr fun and catching last train/bus

wanna gO watch mOvie tat i missed out

wanna gEt nEw jEans

wanna try strangE fOod i havEn tasted

wanna gO walk walk

sOmething wrOng wif my imeem... LOL! when i lOg intO it... thE song sEem okiE... bUt when i paste on my blOg... its only 30 sEc~!!!

anyway... juz likE tO bring ur attention tO tis particular song! its damn nicE~!!! (even thOugh i am a guy... still its kinda nicE tO listen tO k? =x)

Big Girls Don't Cry - FergiE

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

2007-10-02T00:58:00.001+08:00

hmmmm... tis pOst is gOnna bE dedicated to...

"cOnfession of haohaox"

hmmm...

cOnfEssion 1 :
sOngs tat i havE arE often associatE tO a person or a placE. . . thus its cOmmon tO sEe mE smile or emO when listening tO sOngs. . .
and if u wanna mE rmb u? sEnd mE a sOng... its somEthing tat i cOuldnt help. . . tO think of thE persOn tat send mE currEnt sOng tat i am listening tO. . . =x

cOnfEssion 2 :
haohaox is a perfEctiOnist. . . evErything tat hE dOes, when frEe. . . (when rushing is anOther stOry. . . ) bUt ya. . . when givEn amplE timE. . . will try tO perfEct everything hE is dOing. . .

cOnfEssion 3 :
actually. . . i was juz trying oUt nEw mEthOd tO gEt ppl tO reply tO my email. . . nt evil or anything. . . juz wanna sEe hOw many bOther. . . quitE please wif thE result =P

cOnfEssion 4 :
as daO as i might sEem. . . ppl often regrEt wat thEy thOught aftEr thEy interact with mE. . . i juz lOve tO talk and listEn tO ppl talk. . .

cOnfEssion 5 :
juz wOndering hOw many ppl will bOther tO read all thE way dOwn bOut my cOnfEssion. . .
hahaz. . . as a reward~!

arG~! my pimplE sO obvious~!!! LOL!

emO-ing wif a cushion... hahaz...

2007-09-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmm... kinda busy these fEw days with work, events and family... tats y sO rarely updatE my blOg... sOrry bOut tat.... haha...

hmmmm... on thE juz pass thur... my chinese orchestra VP suddenly ask mE tO gO esplanade tO takE photO... cOz thEy nEed tO archives thE event... and i was tOld tO gO on wED? hahaz... thEy arE sO heng tat i am frEe on thur... hehez...

first timE walk @ thE backstagE of esplanade... its DAMN BIG!!! lol~!
hmmm... likE tis particular pix tat somEone tOok when thEy playing wif my cam...

hmmmm... yEA.. on SAT it was my uncle wEdding... as my grandma pass on earlier tis yr, thE wEdding was a simple affair... nt a grand thing... still... its kindA nicE... and.. yEA... was thE photOgrapher fOr thE wEdding tOo... hahaz... i really nEed tO attend somE pro photO taking lesson tO increase my skills... nt really satisfies if thE results...

cam whOring @ a private placE... thE tOilet...

my family wif my fifth uncle and aunt...

2007-09-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

WED IS THE SUAY DAY!

gO sch tO find my experiment gOt destroy... by dunnO wat... sO gOtta redO and mess up my schedule...

gO wOrk first customer, i accidently spill drink over him... thx gOd is chilled water... nt hOt drinks or wateva... even thOugh thE customer says its okiE... i fEel really bad bOut it... arG~!

this SAT IS THE DAY~!

its my fifth uncle frm my dad's side wEdding...
ya... even its kinda latE...
its obviously bettEr then nevEr...

sOrry fOr bEing money minded... fOr mE... its a gReat thinG~!
cOz my mum spOnser a shirt frm natural project (posting it up somE other timE) and next yr luna new yr celebration has mOre "freebies"
LOL!

2007-09-23T13:54:00.000+08:00

ArG~! my wOrk is gEtting shOrter and shOrter...

lEt mE explain...

1st wEek.. 4 wOrking days...
2nd wEek.. 3 wOrking days...
3rd wEek.. 2 wOrking days...

sianz... earning lEss then i expected tO... wOnder whether cOuld i actually earn enuf fOr my nEw hp?

wEll... on thE briGht side... i am nOw mOre frEe~!!!
nExt wEekend i am NOT WORKING!

hahaz... missing thE life i oncE enjOy~!
*hint* ANYONE FREE TO GO SHOPPING FOR SHOES WIF ME?

btw... tat is my mOm... nt my sis.. and... *shhhhh! shE is gOing 47* hahaz... tOok it wif my dads phonE on thE ghOst festival celebration... which remind mE... my phonE nEeds a gd cam tO suppOrt my cam whOring... hahaz..

2007-09-21T10:21:00.000+08:00

haha... in sch lib again...

slacking...

30 mOre min befOre my experiment nEeds mE...

hahaz... sO pathetic la... nOw only chemcials nEeds mE...
nt humans...
LOL!

wOrking latEr... damn sianz... anOther 6-11pm committed tO wOrk fOr tOday and tml... bUt hEy... its a tOtal of $62.50 gOes tO my hp funds... hahaz... my mUm is sO kind... shE spOnser mE $100 fOr shoes... and $100 fOr my nEw hp.~!!!

wahahaha... when i brOke... i am damn brOke... oncE i earn money... cash sEems tO comE back tO mE huh? =D

<= HAPPY ME~!!! =>

i decided... nt gOnna quit tis jOb unless thE manager dOesnt wanna mE... sincE its a lUcky jOb~! hahaz... mOney comes frm it directly and in directly =P

hehez...

dunnO y... suddEn interested in disney music... maybE its full of hOpe... and its kinda utopic... hahaz... maybE...

Opps... my experiment is calling fOr mE...
timE tO gO...
byEs...

2007-09-20T08:44:00.000+08:00

hehez... takE ur timE tO listen tO my blOg songs... thEy arE nt really emO! hehez..
hOpe u enjOy ur stay~!

2007-09-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... bad and busy days... sO couldnt really update much...

MOM is back~! as in my mother... frm china... shE brought back alot of stuffs...
China stuffs is gd okiE? =P hahaz

wEll... juz fEeling angry pass few days...

juz likE to say...

dun expect thE samE trust i trusted u wif... i cant believe somEone who i trusted in all the timE, dOesnt trust mE...

nvm...

i wish tat person.. all thE best~! btw i shldnt interupt anymOre... wont bOther somEone whO dun really wOrth my timE... (juz refering tO a person... and i dun think its u... or isit? hahaz... well... only u nOe... the person reading tis...)

anyway... away wif thE anger... may i present my PF trip~! =D

well i really had a great timE onbOard.. its a mere 3days 2nitex...tO be exact, it sums tO 2days n 2nitex? =P

ah... pretty fun trip i muz say... very interesting tOo..nOe alOt of gd frenz... w8ing fOr thEm tO send mE photos tOo... =P bettEr zi dong when read tis k? =P

somE photos...

oUr dessert fOr formal dinner...

it lOoks nicE... but its damn SOUR!!!

rOll up tiE... yUp~! a lift on thE ship!!!

oUtside thE lift emO-ing

sEcond timE emO-ing again... thinking of...

inside onE of thE lift acting cutE...

hahaz... thx sarah fOr ur cam phonE~! =P sEe... i gOt thx u!!!

2007-09-16T02:44:00.000+08:00

emO-ing already...

kinda stress these fEw days... and thE ppl arOund mE is nt helping @ all...

likE tis emO blOg song i juz changE...

especially when its raining outsidE... and browsing my com pics... gEtting emO le...

guess nEed tO sleep pretty sOon...

tml is SMRT challenge... smile... tml will bE bEtter then tOday! =D

2007-09-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

hehe...

finally reach sg le!

had loads of fun~! laugher... and emO-ing... =P
hmmmmm... thE pics arE still hOwever in onE of my fren phonE... will upload oncE i recieve! =D

madE lOts of frenz... and leArn bOut alot of stuffs, regarding Poly fOrum and bOut othErs...

shOcking news hit mE when i reach SG... while... 2 days of MIA surE miss oUt lots of stuffs huh?

haix...

still in sch... thE event haven really end (only ends @ 9pm)... i slip oUt tO lib tO log intO internet... tats thE gd thing bOut events held in ur schs wOr~! =P

kkz timE tO gEt back... +.+

tired likE shit...

zzZzz...

2007-09-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

bOut 6 mOre hrs befOre i step ontO star cruise Virgo... till fri nite...

u asking whether am i excited?

hEll ya~!

hmmm...

juz realise onE of sch cOm... thE headphonE gOt echo? or somEthing likE tat... when listening tO my blOg music is sO damn cOol~!!!

ah...
thE nano lab is filling wif ppl... and mOre ppl =x running onE last experiement befOre i bOard cruise... and thE experiement gOtta end juz bOut nOw? eeek!!

2007-09-12T09:16:00.000+08:00

LEAVING SG~!

hahaz... gOnna bOard thE cruise later tOday...

when i think wat tO bring... its likE sO little...

when i pack intO my bAg... its alot of stuffs~! =x

will only return back tO sg on FRI nitex...

gOnna miss u! yOu~! and yoU~!...
hahaz...

byE my beloVed precious lappy...
byE my messy bedrOom...
byE my lOvely pillow...

=D

2007-09-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

phEw... thx gOt blOgger has thE auto savE functions...

hmmm... in sch blOgging agin... sO sianz... wOrking @ 6pm latEr... weEee... finally gOt a jOb... bUt its likE only 5hr!

-1st of pay already gOes tO transpOrt...
-1hr pay gOes tO saving (bank nO mOre funds)...
-1.5hr pay gOes tO hp funds... (wanted tO buy nEw Hp by oct... bUt it sEem sO impossible...)
-which leavE mE wif 1.5hr of pay tO spend... haix... bUt bEtter then nevEr bahx... hOw i wish could wOrk lOnger hrs... i dun really mind much!

mOney cOmes sEcond of mOst impt tO mE now... it used tO bE thE last concern... nevErthEless... first impt. will always bE frEnz =P

damn bOred... anyway... gOing tO cruise on wEd... will damn miss my frenz here de!

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Each person posts the rules before their list, then they list 8 things about themselves. At the end of the post, that person tags and links to 8 other people and then visits those people’s sites and comment letting them know that they have been tagged, and to come read the post, so they know what they have to do.

Eight things about me:
1. I lOve tO takE pics... (a camwhore) =P there is nth wrOng wif it~!

2. I lOve tO gO The Coffee Connoisseur ( TCC) tO chill oUt.. (especially thE raffles place there dE)

3. I lOve tO slack thE whOle day and dO nth...

4. I lOve tO listen to music of all sOrts...

5. I lOve tO nOe tat my tml is alwAys bEtter then my tOday

6. I lOve tO takE bus wif ppl... cOz its easier tO nOe them bEtter... cOz.. wat else tO dO then chat on thE bus?

7. I lOve tO emO alOt... i am human tOo... wif fEelings

8. I lOve tO nOe there is ppl oUt there carinG fOr mE...

And I will tag: Jim, Vinz, Weikang, Liying, Yu Xiang, DiDi, Rendall, JohnathOn

2007-09-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

1st.. 2nd... 3rd.... 4th.....

gOt all 4 different pOsition in thE debate tourment...

didnt managE tO break intO thE semi-finals...

sOrry bhavs... i drag u dOwn =x

anyway... sO damn angry (first timE) in thE last preliminary rOund... thE adj. aka judge gavE thE win tO thE team and gavE reason tat didnt back his decision...

sOrry fOr complaining... but i'm now really angry!!!

when onE team dOesnt havE [R]ole fulfillment, and mE team has, hE gavE thEm 1st and us 4th... i wont mind if thEy last and wE 3rd... bUt~! wat thE hell!

okiE... even if thEy wOn ovEr us... cant u givE mOre valid reasOn tat actually suppOrt ur argument tat mE team deservE last?

still i admit cOnfident is still wat i laCk when i deliver my spEech... ArG~!
nEed tO changE fast and quick... if i still wanna cOntinue debating...
thE paSsion tat i oncE has sEem tO leavE mE...
WHY~!!!

haha... my 4yrs classmatE~!
in sec sch lib on cher day~!

2007-09-07T15:36:00.001+08:00

using sch cOm tO blOg again...
juz realise tat sch de headphonE dam pOwer sia..
when listening tO my blog music @ homE likE sO nOrm...
bUt thE headphOne in sch de... OMG~! nicEr~!

hahaz... bEen quitE busy this wEek... sch, debate training, experiement, hOme, eat, talk awhile, sleep... basically its likE tat thE whole wEek...

tml is debating competition @ NTU!!! XD
hOpe can win...

hahaz... likE to thaNk my team-matE bhav here... hehez... shE taught mE all thE pOwer skills... fEel tat i improvE mOre in this wEek then a wholE yr in debating training =x... nt saying my cOach is bad... bUt shE is gd~! =D evEn if i lOse tml... (touch-wOod) @ least a gain alOt of pOwer skills...

hahaz... next wEek is thE cruise... cant w8... thEn wOrk starts...

filling hOliday i muz say... dun wanna waste away my timE....
timE is precious... every sec counts...

LOL! talk likE bOut tO die... bUt hEy~! its nt likE we can reverse timE... treasurE every moment... somEthing i learned...

NO~! NO~!! NO~!!! nObody i nOe die la...
juz somE thOughts...

2007-09-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

well...

its really loonnnngggggg since i last blOg... hehez... kinda lazy...

hmmmm... nth happen much tis fEw days... didnt gOt thE comex jOb... bUt cOnfirm on thE hOtel jOb! weEeee! gOtta w8 till october for pay... then FINALLY cant declarE nt brOke le... its nt fun bEing brOke... will prEvent it frm happEning again! =D

eh... hahaz... gOt a cOuple of damn nicE sonG frm onE very gd fren? of minE?
yUp! thx fOr thE songs... hehez...

ah... wherE is thE mini water fountain pic tat i tOok wif somEone?
send mE leh!
i nEed mOre phOto on my blOg...

LOL! juz jOking la... buT nO pic alsO bOring blOg ritE?

hmmmm...
rendall... ur bd treat i treat later can? after Oct? hahaz.. currently financial status of mE is brOke le...

ah...
hOpe i dun gO brOke again in Oct... =x

LOL! kkz... debating competition cOming ritE up. . . sO dun think will msn or blOg till after 8th and 9th of sept...

gOing tO star cruise virgO on thE 12th-14th of sept fOr pOly fOrum! =D
sO.. ya... hahaz... nt blOgging then tOo...

2007-08-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

since its awhile i did somE quiz. . . and exam ovEr. . . befOre i busy again. . . havE a pEek intO mE?

All-Around Smart

You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain.

0% applied intelligence
0% learned intelligence

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Kindness

Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Fun is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on fun indicates that you value your own enjoyment over anything else. And there is nothing wrong with that. Your motto is we're here for a good time - not a long time.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Are you a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
	You have a couple love troubles but not many. You understand the needs and the wants out of a relationship. Just work a little bit harder in showing love, respect, honour, and commitment.

'Are you a good boyfriend/girlfriend?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-08-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

ArG~! there gOes my $150! laSt minute tell mE nO mOre spacE fOr commEx!

sianz...

2007-08-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

weEeeee!!! LAST PAPER FINALLY OVER!
even thOugh its a killer paper. . . @ least the main exam is ovEr. . . sub paper. . . will handle it as it comEs bahx. . .
hahaz. . .

havE a grEat and FUN timE tOday. . . juz VERY sad tat TCC tea price has increase frm mere $5.60 a pOt tO sky high $6.80 a pOt! . . . there gOes $2.30 share sharE treat . . . wOrst! lavender is permanently remOve frm the menu!!! WHY!!!

wEll . . . still its dOesnt spOilt the fun! =P

hahaz. . . gEtting familiar wif bus 80 rOute. . . and BUS 10 GOES FRM TAMP TO CITY HALL AREA! hahaz . . . it takEs bOut 1hr 45min . . . hEy! when i start tO bE bus freak? LOL! hahaz . . .

befOre i fOrget. . . HAPPY BD TO KEV! hahaz

gOnna miss TCC treats as thE price increase . . . gOing brOke. . . i mean. . . already am brOke. . . ArG~! and its only likE half of the month only. . . thx fOr thE offEr. . . its really swEet of u! =D bUt wat i need nOw is wOrk wOrk and mOre wOrk. . .

2007-08-28T06:32:00.000+08:00

AH!!!!

i thOught tOday was having exam on engineering math... thx gOd i checked... its Occupational Health and safety =x
haix... last min brain squeeze... can squeeze wat intO my brain = wat i dOing it ritE nOW...

arG~! yesterday paper is likE BUANG~! nt only tat... i think my brain is exhausted by the use wat formula till it givEs mE a series of head pains oncE the paper ovEr...

hehez... nOw i am sO crazy ovEr tis song... quitE cutE MTV u can find on yOutube... (the lyrics is i kapO frm somE where i dun really rmb... hOpe its cOrrect) hahaz...

Song Title: Baby Baby
歌名：Baby Baby

Andy 耍无聊泡网咖
JJ 装犹豫像傻瓜
xx 你背后是你爸
Buddy 谁有本事把到校花

尴尬前女友变你阿娜达
JJ 陪着你喝到挂
xx 女孩们太伟大
什么都不怕只要我长大哦

快乐时候闹闹难过时候抱抱
认真时你不要来吵
从我们小小直到我们老老
玩伴伙伴就一些活宝

Chorus:
Baby Baby 将来我们都是
某个女孩唯一依靠
oh～ oh～有阳光的味道
Baby Baby 同样一种调调
一个暗号同类才收到
oh～ oh～碰肩膀的微笑

尴尬前女友变你阿娜达
JJ 陪着你喝到挂
xx 女孩们太伟大
什么都不怕只要我长大哦

快乐时候闹闹难过时候抱抱
认真时你不要来吵
从我们小小直到我们老老
玩伴伙伴就一些活宝

Baby Baby 将来我们都是
某个女孩唯一依靠
oh～ oh～有阳光的味道
Baby Baby 同样一种调调
一个暗号同类才收到
oh～ oh～碰肩膀的微笑

Baby Baby 将来我们都是
某个女孩唯一依靠
oh～ oh～
Baby Baby 同样一种调调
一个暗号同类才收到
oh～ oh～碰肩膀的微笑

2007-08-27T11:55:00.000+08:00

EXAM IS JUZ 2HR AND 30 MIN AWAY...
tick. . tOck. . . tick. . . . tOck. . . . .

hahaz... nO mOod tO study. . . SO decided tO blOg, and check friendster...
hehez... fOund oUt tat there is alOt of ppl on friendster whO added mE and i dunnO them...

gOnna clear oUt thOse ppl sOon i guess. . . unless they start intrOducing thEmselves? LOL!

its raining sO damn heavily nOw. . . is thE sky crying fOr mE? =x

ooh
hAirspray is a damn gOod mOvie. . . if u gOt a chancE gO catch it!
hahaz...

2007-08-25T12:54:00.000+08:00

latEr gOing fOr two of my gd frenz bd party. . . hahaz. . .

hOpe everything gOes wEll . . . *crOss-fingEr*

hmmmmm. . . . exam cOming. . . muz bUck up and JiA yOu le!!!

hahaz. . . kinda surprise gOt intO dEbate compEtition. . . crOssrOad nOw. . . jOb VS pAssion . . .
hatE it!!! hahaz. . . .

hOpe i gEt a jOb in thE commex IT shOw? hahaz. . . its on the 30th August tO 2nd September. . .

lifE tis days arE bad. . . thE wOrds hUrt dEeper then usual. . . .

wanted tO renew my blOg song. . . hahaz. . . its called hOw six song collide, cOmpile by somE company? hahaz. . . kinda nice, which i tOok frm my brO lappy. . . hahaz. . . bUt his also tis sOng. . . LOL! sianz. . . =P gonna makE a list! hahaz. . .

hahaz. . .

2007-08-22T07:53:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha... rainy day....

wOke up early sO as tO start packing my rOom and mugging...

nOw... dun sEem tO be able tO mug... LOL! sO no wei ji gan... or wat commonly knOwn as panic?
hahaz... exAm is likE less then a wEek ahead... eEek!

sO sianz yesterday... tOok sOme photo... hahaz... oh... did i mention i wEnt fOr a hair cut? hahaz...

2007-08-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

tOday i muz say... is a interesting day..

wEll... went tO watch license tO wed wif jon... @ grand cathay... as we has 1hr tO spare... decided to chilled off @ the bEn's n jErry's... guess wE were pretty lucky as there is a livE band performing there... and jon told mE onE of the guys singing is thE singapOrean idol... i am likE really? hahaz.. need tO watch tV mOre huh? anyway... thEir singing is really gREAt i havE tO say... as its nt lOng befOre our 1hr chilling timE is up, when wE havE to depart ben's n jerry's i fEel kinda dun wanna leave... hahaz...

license tO wed... very very very nice shOw... it shOws hOw ppl shld put communication before love... its very easy fOr us tO say i LOve u... bUt havE we ever thOught of the consequence... nice show... gO watch it wif ur stead if think ur r/s is stable... nt recommended fOr unstable r/s
hahaz...

hahaz... timE flys... study wEek has finally camE... and i am pretty surE its gOnna fly away sOon tOo... sO... timE to get started~!!!

2007-08-18T19:25:00.000+08:00

wEll... guess anOther relaxing saturday @ homE bahx...

packed my mess up bedrOom tOday...
sO as to achieve a cohesive environment fOr my study =P... hahaz... bUt no mattEr hOw much i pack... it still sEem as messy... hehe...

hmmmm... slept thE whole of my afternoon away... sitting dOwn now tO enjOy the wOnderful cOoling weather, thE birds chirping (actually is crOws fighting?) and blOgging away... lifE is greAt... i guess...

suddenly... when i lOok back... i fOund Out... i haven really did anything in my past 18yrs... as in , i did nO grEat achievements... i really do hOpe tat 10yrs frm nOw... i dun fEel the samE way bahx... haix....

tOday and tml is gOnna bE my relaxing day... thE day after tomOrrow will be juz study, study and mOre study... i really hOpe tO get @ least a B fOr my last three subject... (thE rest already confirm to bE either C or D and my mom especially is nt happy bOut it... =x

timE fOr my dinnEr... =P gOnna miss how i spend timE tOday and tml sOon... =x

2007-08-18T11:48:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... re-listening tO all cOrrinne mAy sOngs... hahaz...

yEsterday while w8ing fOr the firewOrks tO start... yUp... the firewOrks... sOmeone explain tO mE the dEeper meanings tO cOrrinne may sOngs... hahaz... listen bEtween thE lyrics... sEek and u shall find... hehez...

sO far.. i sAw the stOries of bEautiful seEd, my little nephew, GreEn eyEs mOnster, 33 and shelther... in thE midst of listening tO thE rest... =P... thE lyrics is really sO great... hahaz...

nEed a haircut prEtty sOon... i cant spikE my hair le... hahaz..

ooh... juz anOther randOm comment (challenge) ...

therE is a mini-fOuntain of wEalth? in sUntec... sEe if u cOuld spOt it... its sO damn cutE and nicE!!! hahaz...

2007-08-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

bOred...

in sch...

suMs it all up ritE?

hahaz... gOing fOr firewOrks latEr... hOpe its nt as crOwded as national day... hehez...

if there is sOmething i regret today... is nt bringing bOth my precious lappy and my dEarest mp3 tO sch today... sO sianz nOw... in sch COM LAB...

2007-08-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

tml is [E]nviromnent [T]echnology TERM TEST!...

haven revise yEt...

bUrning mid nite oil i guess...

and incense tO the gOds tOo...

hahaz...

timE is precious... shldnt wasted it away...

2007-08-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

Exam, i mean term test, as what the school has put it, is just mere few hours away... yet, i am slacking here... posting somE entries and changing my blog skin..

prepare to flunk i suppose...

havE i chOose thE right path? or isit just anOther circular path? that will make mE walk in circle...

cOrrinne may album, beautiful sEed is currently on the shelves and i highly recommend you to purchase a copy if u haven donE so...
thE song that you are currently listening to on my blog is onE of her newest song, Shelter... thE lyrics are very meaningful and the tunE is simply fantastic... hmmmm... juz a thOught... who's namE could i call out? whO's thE one?

SHELTER
by Corrinne May

What's wrong, what's getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around, with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one.
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door, You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter, my friend

We share a bond, You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
Strip my defences, I catch your pretences
The same blood runs through our veins

I swore I'd be your lifeline
Make a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door, you don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter, my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped to mend, remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter, my friend.

*hahaz... belOw is a phOto i kaPo from another blog (stranger de)... tOgether wif the lyrics... oh well... thx~!*

2007-08-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

juz another random pOst... read if u want... hahaz..

weEeee....

nevEr had enjOy myself fOr such a lOng time... hahaz...

yesterday went fOr a eat, mOvie, walk walk, play gamEs, eat again, walk walk... hahaz.. had a really great timE =D

bUt tml is my first paper... which is such a spoilter... aRG~!

cOrrine may album rOx~! sO does the persOn who sent it to mE =D

i can bE fierce too okiE?
meOw?
mEow meOw?
ARG!!!! *spiky shiny teeth*

juz plain bOred...
gOnna savE up nOw...
my next financial targEt gOnna bE my new upgrade phonE =D LOL!

send twO letters to recruitment company... hOpe to gEt a reply soon though...
i nEed a jOb... hahaz

tats bOut all... uploading neOprints taken maybE sometimE when i am fRee?

hahaz... timE on my com is nOw 11.11 post tis!

2007-08-10T01:02:00.001+08:00

hmmmmm.. juz thinking when bathing... nt refering tO anyonE... pardon mE fOr somE simple thOughts...

human arE likE EGGS~!

yUp~! Eggs! as in the half-bOiled, steam, fry, sun shinE eggs...

hahaz

lEts assume that each and everyonE of us is a raw egg...

life is like our pan of bOiling water...

those who bEen thrOugh the life lOng enuf, will becOme hard bOiled egg... sOft on the Outside... hard in the inside...

while those whO haven bEen thrOugh life long enuf, will becOme raw/half-bOiled eggs... hard on the oUtside and sOft in the inside...

*nOte... thOse wif thicker shells are less likEly to bE cOoked... samE as thOse soaking in cold water...*

frM: http://www.studentfilmmakers.com/news/uploads/summer06/eggs.jpg

2007-08-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

caNt believe it...

blOgging using sch cOm... @ sch cOm lab...

nah... nth wrOng wif my com... juz lazy to bring it to sch today... then nOw so inconvenient... LOL! trying to see wat limit does the sch cOm has... hahaz... dun anyhOw think... i wont try surfing pOrn... eh... in the first place... i dun surf pOrn too... bUt i likE sweet pop cOrn thOught... =D

2007-08-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

dun gEt nEar mE. . . unless u havE an unbreakable armour. . . .

cOz i stings~! prickles~! and stabs~!

maybE i dO need somEtime alOne fOr a moment. . .

givE me till tuesday. . .

i will bE finE. . . till then...

i shld bE finE again? maybE?

2007-08-05T02:15:00.000+08:00

i shldnt bE dOing tis... bUt i am...

i shldnt bE fEeling sO... bUt i am...

tOday bEen an exciting dAy?. . . hahaz... suppose to attend the EM2 revision lesson... it start @ 10am and guess wat timE i wakE up? 10am! lol! then wEnt to celebrate jOhnson bd! lol... on the wAy to mEet sy and celine, i saw somEone tOo... surprise? hahaz...

anyway... wE w8ed @ CENTRAL, clark quay fOr the bd bOi fOr almost an hr... heard his mother nt fEeling well? sO juz like to say... takE care aunty! hehez... (sO lame ritE?)

wEnt fOr pOol... as in the balls, two stick and a table... (erm... pls dun anyhOw think) anyway... didnt nOe i can actually makE the ball spinz... wahahahah... =x

hmmmm... tis pOst sEem tO self centred huh? =P juz fEel likE pOsting...

lol! didnt nOe the firewOrk pOst sOunds sO despo... as wat my fren told mE... =X hahaz... psps...

pics arE wif sy... tats nt the wOrst...

hEr modem is lOcked up by her mum... means... shE cant send mE the photos...

ARG~!

sy!!!

2007-08-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...

lOng timE didnt blOg le...

dunno wat to blOg~! =x

tOday channel U - Hey gorgeous! camE to my sch... TP!

the ppl chOosen was only avG~!... lol! the really gd lOoking de likE didnt cOme sch today sia... hahaz... nt refering to anyonE ya... juz a observation.. =D

so sianz... yAwns... snOre...

2007-07-30T08:50:00.001+08:00

hmmmmmm.. maybE its monday blues, maybe is mOrnin sickness... maybE? i dunno... fEeling sO emo nOw... sO decided to blOg =P

its anOther 9 days? to national day... and nO onE jiO mE oUt tat day... hahaz... guess its gOnna bE a stay homE holiday liao har? haix... dunnO y... its sO cOol... even juz fOr tat 10min? to stand/sit beside somEone and watch the firewOrks... be it frenz or wat not... its amazing hOw much fEeling it gives to onE...

onE bd party has gOne... and another is cOming tis sat... hahaz... pOcket is burning up... still... i guess its kinda wOrth it... cOz it brings frenz closer and help to destress? lol!

arG~! cant find the pics tat i tOok during last yr fireworks... tat timE was travelling in the car when my dad juz stop the car and we went down to takE pics of the fireworks... =x

no matter wat... pic is juz a fOrm of communication... the image wil be fOrever instill in my mind =D

2007-07-28T15:38:00.000+08:00

befOre i leave today... juz decided to post a sOng... its a chinese sonG... very meaningful lyrics... kinda sad sonG... but...

hahaz

its my blOg song... takE timE to listen to it? its a old song... hehez... its sung by a campus superstar too... hehe...

歌曲：叶子歌手：阿桑
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

2007-07-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

i was planning when i am gOing to start my studies fOr exam... when i realise its less then 3 wEeks... (juz mE cOz i havE "term test" for two papers in placE of exam)

haha... mOtivation to mOve on?
different ppl havE different mOtivation...
wats minE?
still searching...
fOr the RIGHT onE...
hehez... dun gEt mE wrong... its MOTIVATION! =D

its kinda hard... sacrificing onE stuffs over the other...
bUt hEy~!!! fOr nOw exam still comE first...

parents gOing KL over the wEek end =D bUt i am stuck in S'pOre studying?
NOT FAIR!
hahaz... bUt in lifE... wats fair?

weEeee... my hP. bills drOp frm $70+ to $61 wahahahaz... trying to cut dOwn further... $10 extra tis month =D

juz realise my life is nOw revolving about... test, quiz, debates quiz, debates, DRP, projects, chinese orchestra(nt tat much) and mOre tutorials and lectures...

i ~~need to~~ want to gO out!

my hEart? hahaz

isit? am i really likE tat? hahaz

Big Five Word Test Results

Extroversion (35%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
Accommodation (67%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (18%) low which suggests you are overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (32%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (52%) medium which suggests you are moderately intellectual, curious, and imaginative.

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2007-07-25T07:28:00.000+08:00

wahahahaz...

i am sOrry tat i am kinda busy these days okiE =P... its nt likE i could help it... hehez... sO... to my frenz whos reading tis... especially u... ya! dun lOok arOund k? its YOU! i will try to gO out k? wahahahahaz (i dO realise hOw many u i refering to... dO I? hehe)

dun ask mE gO k-box theses fEw days...(shld bE finE after 3 days =x hahaz) cOz i gOt kinda emO over tis song... tis particular sOng suppose to bE one of my frenz emO song, sO suay? tat i listen to it when i am kinda sad... then realise the meaning of the lyrics...
to sum up the un-understand-able frm abOve... i am NOW EMO HAO! lol...

anyway... thE phOtos are nt photoshOp in anyway okiE! its all camera effect... thE only phOtoshop i did was to resize it! well tat sums up the emO mE! =D

2007-07-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

secret mission, mission code 1684 is finally complete...

finally product, scroll down later to see lOr...

hehez... been a finE day... hahaz... suddenly fEel so secondary sch bOi these days... lol!!!

hmmmm....

juz another thOught of minE.... hahaz... tis sem of my sch seem to bE so lifeless... hahaz... i used to able to gO out till late nite and mug @ the samE time... but now juz mugging alOne is already giving a headache... y haR? hahaz... trying tO find my old self back... comE back bahx!!
(gOing nuts... lol!)

am i trying to be sOmeone who i am nt? or am i trying too hard?
y am i trying? hahaz...

juz sOme thoughts tat leaves mi hanging oncEs a while... why am i dOing all tis?

seriously... i nEed wOrk... as in part-timE wOrk... helps mi to gEt ride of thesE stupids thOughts...

wEll... realise lately tat i been missing oUt on alOt of frenz... i nOe its really bad of mi bUt i really am trying to pack in as many ppl as i can pack nOw (aka meEt up fOr coffee/tea/shop)...

well here is the result of 1684 (mission code)

2007-07-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

arG!!

i miss 20.07.2007 entry by another minutE... juz when i thought i could blOg on a special date after i missed 07.07.07...

hah... todays a fun day! after sch... is secret mission, mission code 1684... hahaz... been a fun day... cant w8 for end results =P

sch fun tOo... i guess...

haha... finally a colOured pic hur? dun complain le... wahahahaz

2007-07-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

hahaz... went for a haircut @ pro trim... as usual... it wasnt really tat of a disappointment... juz tat the aunty style till likE gal... haix... thx gOd the stylist help mi tidy a bit... hahaz...

do i lOok bettEr in shOrt hair? hehez...

sO fast another wEek juz pass le!!!

2007-07-16T12:29:00.000+08:00

another lovely, sOur piece of clip...

2007-07-16T10:15:00.000+08:00

another self-centered post wif nth except mi... read if u want =D

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finally a busy wEek has comE to an end. . . fOr now. . .

hahaz...

basically, with projects and events after sch everyday...
Monday - AS-AGM + wEek O retreat
Tuesday - Poly fOrum meetinG @ TCC
Wednesday - TP debating
Thursday - Chinese Orchestra + LTC meeting
Friday - TP debating
Saturday - LTC camp @ ubin
Sunday - LTC camp @ ubin...

i am basically wOrn Out~!... lol!
am i an bad faciliatOr? maybE? hahaz... hOpe urall dun minD~! =D

but nOw... its slacking timE. . . with nth on =P
hahaz... kinda miss my busy schedule.. =x
sounds kinda sick... but dun likE to waste my timE too... =D

hmmmmmm... still w8ing fOr pics... hahaz... so no pics for tis pOst...

2007-07-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

hehez...

was browsing www.youtube.com when i saw tis very nice video, clip...
admirE whOever did it. . . was sO nice and swEet... hahaz... hOw comE no onE did fOr mi... eh? LOL~! dun want anyonE tooo... hehez

let urall swEet fOr a moment bahx =P

2007-07-08T12:50:00.001+08:00

wanted to post this on 070707... howevEr... i ovErslept =X

hahaz...

hmmm although my 070707 isnt really a interesting day, still... there is somE thoughts i would likE to jot down beforE i fOrget... =P

okiE... basically, i had a consultation, counseling session @ hawker centre... i mean... how cOol can it gEt?

hmmmmm... the talk is bOut cOmpanionship... wasnt really an issue when a person is yOung... howevEr it will changE from a want to a neEd? how truE is tat? hahaz...

ppl doEs changE... fOr a matter... i admit tat i changE alot within a shOrt span of my life... bUt doEs it mean i am no lOnger mi? hahaz... ppl comE and gO... dun try to retain thEm, try retain the memOry spend tOgether bahx =P

its gEtting mentally exhausting... although physically i am okiE. . . but mentally i dunno hOw long i can takE it...

hahaz... if u arE thinking whether i am okiE? i am =D if i am nt okiE... i wont be typing tis entry le...

guess i owE an apology, to a few person... sOrry tat i havE nt bEen kEeping up wif the deadlines and causing alot of inconvenience to urall... i will try nt to lEt it happen again... >.<

busy busy wEek ahead... i dun think will blOg fOr the next few days... will try to update again when i havE the extra timE =P

p.s. i didnt mean fOr tis entry to be so self-centered... but wats a blog if i am nt personal?

2007-07-05T08:23:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm.... paiseh fOr nt pOsting fOr a very very long timE. . .

kinda busy. . . projects, debates, chinese orchestra, poly forum, u namE it u gOt it. . .

fEel kinda bad. . . cOz i am neglecting sOme programs since i cant spilt myself intO parts. . . and neglecting somE of my frenz too =x

okiE. . . likE to say thX~! to vinz, satori, J and K for buying mi stuffs frm hK~! wahahaha i actually as surprisE when urall bought it, cOz i was jOking when i say muz buy stuffs for mi =x didnt expected it. . . still. . . thX alOt~!

jO and chelle! lOok oUt for sms onE of thesE days... i send u the url =D

hahaz... SY!!! still w8ing for the pics frm C and S bd. . . wahahahahz. . . even i nOe u cant onlinE now. . . juz typing tis to ji siao u. . . LOL!

yesterday i kinda stumble into somE dark secret. . . LOL! i was surprise to hear tat. . . hahaz. . . still. . . its likE tat. . . .

wat i really wish nOw is somEone bringing mi to tea chapter or k-bOx to sing songs... LOL!

last
but nt least... hOpe u havE a safe journey vinz... hehez... muz type tis if nt latEr he say i nt frenz enuf? lol! =P

2007-06-28T05:27:00.000+08:00

GD mOrnin~!

timEs really flys sia... onE moment i was rushing my ET project... now. . . still rushing... but its already 5am... wat thE~!

there gOes my beauty sleep... arG~! therE gOes my beauty...

tOday is a busy day...
gEtting back the papers i did very very badly in...
gOing fOr poly forum interview...
gOing fOr CO (hope i dun blow di zi till faint...)

hahaz...

befOre i fOrget... like to wish my two frenz J & K (sound so harry potter, JK rowling? lol!) whos flying to hk in 1hr timE. . . havE a safE and fun journey*...

and to jo and chelle. . . sOrry bOut the pic... dun havE time to upload... onCes its up i send a sms to urall k? really sOrry... been dOing lots of sch project these days...

tO swee wan, celinE, flute(ning) and thOse ppl i cant think of ritE now. . . happy bd~!

its another busy day? i mean weEk... LOL~! will update again oncE's everything is dOne...

Wat am i dOing. . .

tHis is the emO mE. . . eMo-haox

sEe no eVil, hEar no eviL, spEak no Evil

2007-06-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

brAnd nEw day. . . a bRand nEw start... wOke up damn late today. . . dunno y. . . LOL~! and when i did the teSt again. . . the result always arE so truE. . .

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At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

There is a suppressed anxiety which may be the result of an unsatisfactory or discordant personal relationship. This has led or is leading to unwarranted excess stress and tension. You are angry, uptight and feeling the physical effects of this anxiety. It is essential that you calm down, your physical well-being could be in jeopardy. It would seem that most of your stress is a result of an unsatisfactory relationship. You have tried, or are considering the possibility of trying to restore the love and trust situation - but so far - perhaps to no avail. So the situation is regarded as depressing and this unhappy state continues to aggravate the situation to a point of complete helplessness.

You are worn out and lack both physical and mental energy. This lack of vitality has created an intolerance for any further excitement and you feel that you just cannot carry on; but you have been like that many times before and the situation passed. You again need to get away from it all - even if it is only for a little while. A relaxed body cannot contain a destructive emotion and the secret for you is to just relax.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
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hahaz... a k-box + tea chapter day has been fun~! hehez...

cant w8 for thE neXt outing. . . hahaz... the pics arE still processing

2007-06-19T20:04:00.000+08:00

Brown Wolf person tend to be cheerful and innocent, yet have something that makes other people difficult to approach you.
Your personality is that you are a not double faced person.
You are very precise and honest.
Once your curiosity is stimulated, you would pursue the matter enthusiastically and thoroughly.
You have the ability to not give up in mid way.
However, your confidence tends to result in unkind attitude towards the others.
Your words can hurt the other people's feelings.
Nevertheless, you respect obligations and have the heart to serve others.
You can not turn down favors.
You tend to take on favors without thinking much about it, and therefore may experience financial loss.
When angry, you tend to get uptight like children.
You don't get attached to the norm of the society or the human relationship.
If you get too strong headed about your own opinion; people may think you as narrow minded man.
The way that you steadily and surely go your own way, will help you gain trust in the society and in organizations.
Although you have good fortune, once you lose your courage, you tend to turn to alcohol and women.
This may lead you to great failure, so be careful.
You are a late starter, so don't rush into things.
It is important to first build foundation when young.

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hehez onE of my fren recommended mi a anime... witch hunter robin~! really nice... hehez =D

2007-06-19T09:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm. . . therE goes my holiday. . . hahaz. . .

latEr is gOing to doc appointment. . . then might be gOing back to sch to finish my experiment. . . if i leave the hospital early enuf. . . =P

then on tHur gOing to k-box and tea chapter wif somE long long long timE never seen frenz . . hehez... miss them loads~!. . .

wOrking on sat. . .

oN tOp of all these... i havE bOut 3 projects to finish by end of holiday, CCA's and settle somE stuffs befOre my holiday ends. . . tat is hOw my holidays arE. . . pathetic hur?

i tried my best already. . . i think. . . lol~! wOnt regret if things went ping piang pong! lol~!

kkz gOtta gO~!
5 mOre days~! to sch reOpen...

2007-06-18T10:58:00.000+08:00

eh.... unable to believe it myself... i am actually blOgging now wOr! =P

hahaz... another pix for view~! another onE of my gd frenz... lol... he is so gonna get mi if he sees tis... hehez... paiseh~!

2007-06-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

Thinking wat shld i dO. . . LOL~!

i noE its a long timE since i updated my blog... sorry guys... but... my life is very different frm norm ppl ok?

my busiest timE is during my holiday... strange ritE? haix...

anyway... since i am abit free tOday. . . decided to post somE pics =P

*note : its only somE*

hahaz... my art suddenly jump frm F to A =D

lAst yr teacher's day... or was it last laSt?

its the only pic wif whole class inside... takEn when. . . teachers day again??? puzzel... lol!

时时有事做。。。事事有人做。。。人人有事做。。。

its a chain of words our form teacher... impart? lol!

这种行为是要不得的。。。

always will get kanna scolded by tat. . . LOL!

somE wise words indeed...

kkz...

last but nt least...

HAPPY FATHERS DAY! TO ALL FATHER, TO BE FATHER, AND FATHER ALREADY...

w8...
father already isit father? eh....

still... WISH URALL HAPPY =D

ahem... click pic to get full size =P

2007-06-09T13:13:00.001+08:00

hEhe... new bloG skin... finally?

tOday, being the start of a 2 week long "holiday" i decided to enjoy myself by WORKING!... okiE, partially is my fault... because i spent all my money and reserve without think befOre the holiday, resulting in suffering for the next 2 weeks...

watching helplessly as my frenz all partying away, gOing for overseas trip, i could only work work and mOre work... cant help feelinG sorry for myself... LOL!...

cOming wed therE is gOing to bE a class "field trip" to jurOng island... and i am so very "excited" bout it... as frenz who been there be4, told mi bout the mysterious n smoky effect the placE prOvides for the visitors... and believE me... havinG such a bad sOre throat now... the least i hOpe for is it getting wOrst! ArG!

hehez... the lOng await phOtos arE here... hehez... vEry artist ritE? hehez... gEtting nEw specs. later... cAnt w8!!! =D

2007-06-06T09:05:00.000+08:00

onE of my fren reminded mi tis phrase. . .

keep mOVing on~!

doNt look bAck...

Dont regrEt...

Learn from it Yeah~!

sounds familiar ritE?

its frm meet the robinson =D

2007-06-04T08:33:00.001+08:00

tErm test!

today is the day...

i shall do badly for my term test...

arG!!! lets hopE for a easy paper later...

so @ least i can pass...

wahahahz... crazy le

cYa

2007-06-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm... again.... blogging in sch again... hahaz...

teRm test is next week! arG!!! only 1month and 1 week then term test le. . . wat de. . . haix...

hehez... timE surE flys...

fOund a very nice clubbing song~! its abit R-rated... as usual, as its frm paris hilton...
still. . . its so nice~! hahaz... shaking to the tempo! *shake shake*

Nothing in this world - paris hilton
Da-da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da

So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by
“Here’s what I like”
And you were with somebody else but you can’t deny
That’s me in your eye

Do you know
What it’s like
When it’s wrong
But it feels so right?

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

Baby, you and I, we got what will never be
You know I’m right
So tell me what you’re waiting for when you’re here with me?
Most guys would die

You should know
What it’s like
When it hurts
‘Cause it feels so right

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

I gotta tell you somethin’
It’s somethin’ that you just might like
No, it’s not the same thing
Yeah, you’ll learn I’m not too shy
You and I, we can do this thing tonight

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

2007-05-27T10:31:00.001+08:00

hehez... been a long long timE since i updated my blog hur....

lots of stuffs happen....

went for an interview @ venture erA... which is damn stupid... LOL! coz think they arE doing those one ask 3 ppl join, then 3 ppl ask 3 more which is = 9 ppl join stuffs... and the product they are selling, aRE SHIT STUFFS! yup... its really shit stuffs... and as a CHEMICAL ENGINEERING student, i saw it rite throught... wahahahz (thx god my module got onE is water tech)... so if somE one call u to go Eunos MDIS, dont go! waste of timE and $$$

hmmmm....
i also started working @ jimbo resturant @ safra country club... hate the assistance manager... she dunno y keep see mi buay song... then madE mi do shit jobs... arG! but the staffs there is very very gd! =D hahaz... let mi drink the $4 drink for free and send mi homE... wahhahahaz... so gd ritE?

hmmmm....
going to watch pirates later! wahahahaz... 3hr of non-stop action pack moviE... hope i am nt disappointed... wahahahaz... getting all my pics frm my frenz later too... so the next post finally got pic to upload le... stay tunE~!

2007-05-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

4 Hr before, when i was @ sch.... i did a colorgenics test...

You feel that everything is going against you and you are worn out and exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling. You are trying to protect yourself but at the same time you are hiding your feelings, hoping that by so doing, you can avoid exposing yourself to attack. Hopefully this will give you the chance to get on with your life. Nevertheless, you should be very careful to try to avoid stirring up any opposition which might endanger your plans:

You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

Your stress and anxiety are a result of an emotional disappointment. It could well be that the emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something - something that's precious, something that could be the 'Real Thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

less then 3 min ago... did the test again...

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.

hoW truE? quite bahx =D
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

2007-05-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

for tat few months... after i thought i have achievE my immunity... i actually has nt..

thoughts has becomE unbearable...

its driving mi nuts... goinG crazy soon!

lol! wat am i typing?

in sch sianz...

2007-05-22T01:26:00.001+08:00

the worst kind of loVe is loving somEone and nt knowing whether tHey will lovE u back...

haix... turning emO @ these point... alot of thoughts... no answers...

2007-05-19T10:52:00.000+08:00

hehez... juz updated my blog! wif somE new emO songs... heheez...

dunno y... has been feeling kindA emO these few days... emo haox! hahaz...

have i offended ppl these few days.. sorry hAR!

finding the cheerful self tat has long gonE into hidding...

hehez... listen finish to all my songs bahx... nt bad in switching to emO mood de woR! hehez... gtg... will update again soon =P

2007-05-17T12:18:00.000+08:00

another sian day in sch... lots of projects... projects, deadlines, project, deadlines... arG!!!

i wanna play! i wanna go out! i wanna work! i wanna...

crazy le... dont mind mi...

2007-05-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

its pass 1 week since i posted... arG!!! lots of projects are squeezing mi dry... tml... i mean later the day... i am suppose to go for a job interview... hahaz... thx justin~! hahaz... thx soo fang also... thx lots who help mi in finding job =D

need to work coz my budget is running damn low... need to study coz my results are nt improving as i hope to... need to meet up wif frenz coz i wanna noE them better... need to get more involve in CCA, to meet more ppl! =P

pulling myself in so many directions... is it worth it? YES!
maybe? still deciding... LOL!

my fren send mi a sms which is so truE... be who u aRe and enjoy the process... maybe i shld change my mentally...

POLY LIFE IS FUN...
WILL BE FUN...
CAN BE FUN MAR?

my fren recently send mi somE nice songs.. will try to add them to my blog music asap... strange thing is something is wrong wif my player... cant seem to play finish the song i loaded... aRG!!! troubleshooting have to w8... i guess..

kkz... better stop here and get back to my project?

tis weekend k-ing still on maR? already postpone very long le leh...

lol!

2007-05-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

was thinking wat to post for my 100th blog entry for a long long timE...

didnt really expect it... but... seem like its another sad entry i guess....

was wokE up by mum tis morning around 4am... (slept @ 3am last nitex)... =X

anyway... was told tat my grandma has pass away @ bout 3.30am... haix... so we was kinda rush down and to see her for one last timE....

@ my relative house, where she past away... i was thinking...

how comE i am nt shedding a tear... i noE its kinda evil nt crying... but... juz feel tat wats the point of crying... its nt likE it could bring her back to lifE again? she was suffering juz before she pass on... so is it something tat we shld be glad since she is nt suffering pain anymore... or shld be be sad tat she has left us...

haix... still rmb the days where i would stay as far away as possible... as i dont like smokers... but... kinda think of it now... its kinda childish? haiz... regret? alot!

seem like my father side family is falling.. and falling apart fast...
when my granddad pass away... less then 1 week later, they are discussing bout $$$ issue... as my grandma is still present then... it wasnt tat bad... i cant believe wat the future is going to be now...

wat am i typing... i dont really noE...

wat am i feeling... i really hope somEone can tell mi...

wat am i doing? can somEone help to show mi?

ANYWAY SORRY GUYS!! I CANT ATTEND THE BD PARTIES AND GO OUT WIF URALL TIS WEEK... REALLY SORRY... HOW BOUT NEXT WEEK?

Collin Raye - Love Me lyrics

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

2007-04-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

haix... my fren has fallen sick le... so no K-ing le... haix... if u reading muz takE carE okiE? hehez... even i cant sing in k-box... i still can sing in my room!!!

lal la la~!

hahaz.... learn some stuffs... dont regret the actions one's makE... its impossible for timE to turn back... its impossible for ppl to change back... its impossible for woRds to be taken back...

la la la~!

somE random pics i taken on sat early morning~! (12 plus am lor)